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 Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 6:23 am
today is hell...this whole wkend was hell
yesterday i had my first panic attack in 4 months...its lasted 4 hours if not longer...
today i get into a fight with my best mate...ended up cuttin...first time in wks
then things just got worse n worse...i'm sitting in bed cryin...my heart aching from the pain...just had a fight with one of my online "friends" someone i cared bout n thought he did the same...instead i got nice little replies such as
No I don't know how you would get worried about me, and you shouldn't get so attached to someone you meet over the internet... If you don't stop bitching I will block you on MSN too
n this is someoen i care bout n just feel like such an idiot and used
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Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 9:16 am
Ow. Sorry to hear that. I had a big blow out with someone, the same someone, twice and that last time was final for us, but me and my other friends find it to be her own fault, but I suppose that isn't so relevant here. I just meant to say that I had a fight online with a good friend, too, once, so I kinda know how you feel.
Even though I don't really know you. I'll give you a hug. Hug
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Posted: Sun Jun 19, 2005 4:28 pm
I got some advice the other day about dealing with people who act like mean little teenagers, whether they are or not...
"Love more, care less."
It's easier to say than do. Be there as a friend, but don't let them get you down if they're in a snit.
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Posted: Mon Jun 20, 2005 11:33 pm
*hugs* I hope things get better for you. When I'm feeling really unhappy, I just say to myself "this, too, shall pass." It may not help in the moment, but it's a good mantra to cling to.
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Posted: Tue Jun 21, 2005 2:57 am
thanks so much guys i love you all hehe redface heart heart heart
i'm doing bit better...my cuts healing...and so is my brain...i managed to sit 2 of my exams so far and i think i shall pass them so i'm kinda proud of myself smile
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Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2005 2:57 am
weeping pixie today is hell...this whole wkend was hell yesterday i had my first panic attack in 4 months...its lasted 4 hours if not longer... today i get into a fight with my best mate...ended up cuttin...first time in wks then things just got worse n worse...i'm sitting in bed cryin...my heart aching from the pain...just had a fight with one of my online "friends" someone i cared bout n thought he did the same...instead i got nice little replies such as No I don't know how you would get worried about me, and you shouldn't get so attached to someone you meet over the internet... If you don't stop bitching I will block you on MSN toon this is someoen i care bout n just feel like such an idiot and used
There are always crule people out there, and you shouldn't make the mistake I did. Just Ignore them. Their online, and you'll never meet them. Trust me, we've all been betrayed.
Please don't cut yourself again. For me?
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Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2005 1:08 pm
weeping pixie thanks so much guys i love you all hehe redface heart heart heart i'm doing bit better...my cuts healing...and so is my brain...i managed to sit 2 of my exams so far and i think i shall pass them so i'm kinda proud of myself smile It's good you're feeling better now. smile If you hadn't cut yourself in weeks before that, be proud of yourself anyway. Online hugs aren't as good as real ones, imho, but anyway: *HUG*
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Posted: Wed Jun 22, 2005 5:58 pm
weeping pixie thanks so much guys i love you all hehe redface heart heart heart i'm doing bit better...my cuts healing...and so is my brain...i managed to sit 2 of my exams so far and i think i shall pass them so i'm kinda proud of myself smile Yay that you're thinking on the bright side of life! *MEGAGLOMPHUGGLES* Healing is such a nice feeling, isn't it? Good luck with the rest of your exams!
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2005 2:19 pm
weeping pixie thanks so much guys i love you all hehe redface heart heart heart i'm doing bit better...my cuts healing...and so is my brain...i managed to sit 2 of my exams so far and i think i shall pass them so i'm kinda proud of myself smile Awesome, great job! biggrin Exams are tough.. *BIG HUG* I'm proud of you too! And I've just met you. Heh heh.
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Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2005 3:30 pm
Aww.. It'll get better, hun.. *hugs sympathetically*
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2005 7:38 am
i can use a hug too : emotion_hug :
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2005 6:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 12:39 am
Things will get better, I promise.
I'm sorry about the panic attack. I know how badly those suck. >.<
*hugs*
Take care, hun.
<33
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2005 8:44 pm
I would give you a hug.
But normally hugs kinda make me sadder...
SO
I'm going to give you a big cookie (if you don't like cookies....then it's...a cake?)
*hands you a big yummy, soft, yummy cookie and hugs*
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