Hmm, i ended up the hospital anyway.

First my psycologist called the doctor, then the doctor tried to force me to go to the hospital, but something must have happened. Maybe it was to much paperwork, i dunno.
So instead he gave me the oppourtunity to sign myself into an open unit.

I kinda like it.
No locked doors
No Straightjackets
I can leave whenever i want.
And best of all, no school biggrin