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welcome to the club, doc.

Particularly right after it happens, but it does get easier to deal with. Never more fun, but eventually being awake isn't a living hell. After that, you can got to the places that you went together and see his friends without bawling. Finally, you'll be able to face him.

Ro, you're going to make it through this. From your posts, I can tell that you're strong inside, and that you've been through a lot. You will survive this, even though it feels like there's no reason to right now. I know that you can make it through.

Living with him would make it harder, because you can't avoid seeing him if you want to. If you really want to get back with him, then go ahead, but I really think that you should stop and think about it first. I mean, you're only 18. Your life is no where near over, and there will be other guys. Personally, I would run from the abuse and find someone who is respectful, but I know how hard that is to do. It's your choice in the end, and you will define how you are going to be treated.

Did he give you a reason for breaking up with you, or just some crap like, "it just wasn't working"? Note: If at any point, I get too personal, tell me, and I will back off.

Yeah, uh- back off.
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