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For Many Years Now. Ever Since I Met The Mormons I Have Been Having Dreams.

In These Dreams, Which Happen Atleast Once Every Two Years. I Am Spiritually Attacked By Some Kind Of Evil.

The Last Dream I Had Was.

I Was Walking Down A Street OnThe Right Hand Side Path. There Were People Walking In My Direction And Walking Past Me. But In The Distance I Could See Somethings Else, Another PersonType Figure Wearing Black Clothing, It Had A Black Hat On And A Black Cloke Type Coat. It Got Ever Closer To Me In A Short Time And As It Did The Other People Were Turning Into Sometype Of Hologram. The Evil Presnece Had Red Eyes And Its Eyes I Could See Though The People In My View, Its Eyes Where Peircing Them. It Got Closer And Suddenly I Felt Like I Was Dying, It Hovered Above Me And I Shouted That I Did Not Fear It, I Wanted To Fight It. But Then It Took Over Me, The Only Way I Was Able To Defeat It To Shout I Condemn It, In The Name Of Jesus Christ And Then 5 Seconds Passed And I Woke Up. My Girlfreind Witness That My Voice Sounded Dark And Evil, Like Some Kind Of Monster When I Was Condeming This Possesion. She Heard Me Shout Out In My Sleep When I Was Dreaming This.

A Few Years Ago I Had Another Dream. I Was Dreaming Of Going To Bed And In This Dream I Fell Asleep On My Bed And Had A Dream. I Was Dreaming In My Dream. In This Second Type Dream I Was In My Bedroom And The Room In My Dream Was Dark And Full Of Shadows. I Felt Like I Was Dying Again And The Same Situation Happened, I Condemed It In The Name Of Jesus Christ And I Woke up. At The Time I Was Living With My Dad And Im Not Sure If He Heard Me Shout.

One Other Dream Was When I Was Living At My Mums House, I Dont Remember The Dream Now, But The Same Situation took Place. So What Is Happening To Me, I Feel Like Im Open To Spiritual Attack And I Dont Know How To Close It. I Think Theres Some Kind Of Hole In My Aura At The Back Of My Head But A Im not Really Sure About That.

I Want To Help The Light Of Creation To Heal The Struggle On The Earth, I Want To Free The Minds Of Others So Thay Have A Stronger Connection With The Light Of Creation. I Love To Help Others, So Im Open To Help Them All The Time. How Can I Close The Gap That Opens Me To Attack.

First of all, doesn't it take a long time to write with every single word capitalized? o.0

These guys probably see you as some kind of threat, and that's why they're attacking you.

They seem to feed off of fear and other negative emotions, but fear especially.

So there's two things that I think you should do. One: Try to keep a shield around you as much as you can.

And two: They can't have any influence over you if you don't fear them, and positive feelings (love, joy, peace...) are painful to them. When I'm attacked, I just try to feel peaceful and happy, and they can't stand it. Hasn't failed to drive them away from me yet.

This past weekend, I was trying to learn how to better control my energy since I'm so bad at it. I flared it out and held it there for a good thirty seconds before I hear my guide out of nowhere tell me: "Stop it. What are you trying to do, make yourself a target? Knock it off, you're like a beacon when you do that."

It's been my experience that opposites do attract to a degree. If you have light energy, you may actually be more susceptible to an attack, and lightworkers generally fit this category. Once every two years or so isn't too bad, though I'm sure it can be a very scary experience for you.

Like Jade said, try pulling the love card on them. The first time I was attacked in a dream, I was very confused and wanted to be friends with the entity that wanted to attack me. I felt a deep love for him, which engulfed me and started to shine out. It touched him, and he disintegrated--totally not my intention, by the way. But it does seem to work, though it's hard to do that when you're in a scary situation.

Preventative measures are best. Shield yourself before you go to sleep by imagining a bubble of light around you. Place wards in your room, perhaps, or if you're open to it, pray to be protected. If you're in contact with your guide, ask him/her/it. Have you heard the prayer for protection before? I use it and it helps me focus and calm down:

The Light of God surrounds me,
The Love of God enfolds me,
The Power of God protects me,
The Presence of God watches over me.
Wherever I am, God is,
And All is Well. (or Grooooooooovy if you go to my 'church' xD)

I can't tell you how to close the gap that leaves you open to attack, because I'm not so sure it's an actual gap. I've noticed that when my faith is strongest, I'm attacked less. I don't think it's because a gap is filled, or the things don't try to attack me anymore...but rather that my faith keeps me open to God, which lets me channel Love better, which is a natural repellant for the things that like to attack.

The other thing to keep in mind, though I'm not saying this is the case for you, but some attacks are actually staged; they're training for you. My guide did this with my every month for a full year. I didn't know he was my guide, I thought he was a fallen angel, and he tried to kill me in every dream. It was because of that I learned how to open myself, and then I found out who it was the whole time and it was just training for me. So always be on your toes! wink

i'm always being attacked.....*sigh* sweatdrop ...thank the lord i found my familiar though sweatdrop ...what i did and i think anyone should do is...

get urself a clear quartz crystal...and if u know energy work then what u do is place light/white/angelic/pure good energy into the crystal and have it create a barrier for u....so everytime u are out and about have the crystal on u and u have a traveling barrier without focusing everytime....

happy to help ^_^

basically YES!!!!.....yet they ALWAYS ATTACK......it just gets more annoying each day.....*sigh*......

all I can hope is that with all of this activity going around nowadays....does it mean something?????

Use a psiball as a shield! WHOOOOOOOOOO PSIBALLS!
tee hee
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