Well, this is something i wrote several years ago, hope u like it

My hearts bear two sides,
One is hatred,
The other is pain
My rage hides in happiness,
And lies hide in love
I understand nothing,
Though time escapes me
Your eyes are blind to that which stands before you,
The fleeting rage that I left behind

Though i say i understand ,
I really mean to forget you
You've hurt me so much,
I have no strength to recover
If only the light didn't blind you,
You could undestand the real me
You tamed me with your light,
Only to burn me with your deciet
My heart was handed back in pieces,
As you gave yours to another
The pain slowly vanishes

Darkness clouds my judgment,
For which i can't see happiness
My voice has been shallowed,
And my chest has hallowed
Trust leaves my options,
As well as friends
They have merely become stepping stones,
Now that i have lost my way

My chains have just gotten heavier,
Will i ever be free of my pains and sins