So, I cleaned all morning talked with her on AIM and then went to get ready for her arrival. First of al I must say, probably one of the longest showers I've ever taken. Then I brushed my teeth for forever and put on some axe which I hope she liked {Oh god I hope she liked it}.Then, I waited.
Probably the most intense 10 minutes of my life. Seriously, my heart was beating really, really fast. Then, my goddess arrived looking beautiful as she always does. I felt somewhat like an idiot as I pretty much ran out to greet her {I don't know it seems pretty geeky in retrospect}.We went inside to watch a favorite film of hers which h happens to be Tenacious D {Amazing movie by the way. If you haven't seen it go rent it, or better yet buy it.} However, do to the lameness of me familia and my computers seemingly endless stock of fail the DVD didn't work. So she ran home and grabbed her lap top and came back shortly, and with out too much further adue we started watching the DVD.
The movie, itself was hilarious from the parts I remember. However seeing as how we were sitting on the smallest sofa we have and the laptop screen wasn't all that big , we were pretty close together {not that I minded }. Interesting movie, it pretty much reaffirmed my beliefs that jack black is amazing. However the hilarity was not the only thing I could focus on seeing as how I was sitting next to a goddess. I found myself playing with her hand and drawing patterns on her wrist with my fingers. Why I don't know, but there's just something about her soft skin that's mesmerizing. However, you probably don't want to hear that much about that. However the movie provided an opportunity to break the shyness up which is still kind of a problem for me.
Next came the skating lesson. I've been trying to talk her into trying to take up skating for awhile and today, she finally gave in. So I give her a pair of my skate shoes {the pair which I landed my first tre flip in}, and take her up to the cul-de-sac by my house. So it's me and her and the board I put the board down on the ground and invited her up onto it. She was a little unsure at first but with some reassurance she tried it. I let her use me for support as a walked a path and tried t let her get used to being on the board, however I moved in the wrong direction and the board started to slide out from under her but I had her by the waist so the only place she really went was me. I thought about what the problem might be and tried to get her set up in a more comfortable position. She did pretty well, but I led her into a pavement crack which I'd forgotten was there, after helping her gain her balance back. I grabbed her purse {after a quick reminder} and put it on as I moved the board to a slightly easier to ride location. After a hug and some more reassurance we started down the hill. It was a little uneasy but we made it none the less.
Once we got home it was time, for another movie. Moulin Rouge, which apparently is a favorite of hers and I can understand why. Excellent love story with a slightly more interesting use of songs which I'd normally avoid listening to if not for any other fact that they fit the story perfectly. It tried to pay more attention to this movie and I did, I liked it allot...but, I was still really distracted. The reason, touch. Her touch is more than I could bear with out response...about half way through the movie I broke down and kissed her shoulder. Her legs were across my lap her hand was in mine and we were sitting shoulder to shoulder perfectly positioned on this little couch, call me weak but I liked it.
After 'Rouge was done we went for a walk. Purely for the fact that there's not a whole hell of allot more to do. So hand in hand I we walk from my home to the elementary school near my house and I give her a little background on what normally goes on around there during the summer. After we'd passed through the school grounds we took a quick turn to her old middle school, which is a pretty open and temperate hang out spot. We made are way over to the hill where we'd went on our first date a few days prior. We lied out on the side of the small hill side by side, inching closer and closer together as our conversation went on. However being so close made heartbeat as if I was in the heat of a fight, and my mind started to race and an internal dialogue began. I was still very much so listening to her but my body moved only in response to her words and her movements. Until I found myself in that perfect moment, her head resting on my arm while our entwined fingers rested against her chest. I thought to myself. "Every time you look at her, you know you see beauty. Unquestionable beauty and that beauty lying right beside you sharing it's self with you. You're in a position that's undeniably meant to be this way; you'd be stupid to waste this moment. Yes you may be nervous, but chances are she's just as nervous as you. You know you want to take this moment; you know you wan to..." So I did. I must say it's by far the sweetest moment I've ever tasted both literally and figuratively. What makes it all the more special is that I shared that moment, my first moment like it; with some one I couldn't have been happier to share it with.
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