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 Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:12 pm
hey I just thought I'd put some of my own material on here, oh well. Heh enjoy I guess, oh and pm me your comments or what ever
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:13 pm
ANGEL OF DEATH
Walking down the halls, I hear the melody
The sounds of sorrow and horror
Reaches my ears, but all I do is simply
Smile, and walk on with content and honour
Hearing the tune, pikes my heart
Seeing the moon over head, I feel
As if it's all coming together, to fall apart
Then it chages, and the walls peel
So I search for the one
Who plays the notes of doom
My job in mind I start to run
When I see the church, with a single room
As I enter the acursed house
I see the most gentle of sights
An angel whose voice is as tiny as a mouse
The one who is surrounded by lights
She turns, looks straight into my eyes
I move towards her, knowing that she's on a ledge
I see that the lights are only the shine of night-flies
And I'm scared for I know I'm on the edge
She smiles
I cried
She goes up while I fall for miles
Cause I know I just died
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:13 pm
REFLECTION
As I stare, down the abyss, I find myself
He stares at me, eyes so familiar, but different
Then I turn to see her, and he's there
He's the one I hate, he does things to me
God damn him, straight to hell
I'd kill him, except I can't
She always stops me, then he talks
And I'm gone from life, and death
Everything he is, I hate
He gets to be with her, while I'm alone
He shows the world what I've done myself
He makes do his dirty work
God I hate him, I want him dead
Help me please, he's now here
Watching me, controling me
I'm a puppet and he's pulling the strings
I'm nothing but a tool for him to use
He is evil, please somebody kill him
He always mocks me, hurts me
Makes me a slave, destroys me
One day he will die, but for now
He will always be the one
He is my reflection.
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:15 pm
GIVE ME
Give me a gun and I'll blow my head off
Give me a knife and I'll cut my heart out
But
Give me a smile, and I can get through the day
Give me a wrench and I'll bash my skull in
Give me a toaster and I'll electrocute myself
But
Give me a hug, and I'll know that you care
Give me a car and I'll drive off a cliff
Give me a map and I'll jump off a building
But
Give me a kiss, and forever I'll be happy
Give me a lighter and I'll burn myself alive
Give me a boat and I'll drown myself
But
Give me love, and I'll be yours forever
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:16 pm
HEART ACHE
You'd think that I would be ok
I mean I have handled rejection well
But this, I gotta say,
Isn't something that I can quell.
I, just can't believe
That once I return
You make me want to leave
That you'd make my heart burn
With sorrow, anger and pain
Jelousy, hate and vice
But I remember long ago, and I feel the same
As back then, but only less, I guess that's kinda nice
But was it that I've just grown
Was it that I'd learned to deal
Or was it because I left my home
Friends, enemies, and now I feel
That I'm now human, maybe I should.
Why is that, I don't say what I'm thinking
And that I say what makes you feel good
Happy, and without regret, so that you don't see my heart chinking.
Maybe I want you to be happy
Maybe I don't want to be selfish again
Maybe I don't want empathy
But maybe all I want is pain.
Kinda screwed up doncha think
That I feel like I'm drowning in a sorrow lake
But with the memories that will link
Us together, I guess I'll just live with this heartache.
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:17 pm
Falling through the Universe
Falling, falling always falling
Never quite seem to land
Seeing the sights
That fall on by
Shapes and colours
Blend together like sand
Rushing, rushing everything is rushing by
Rushing and falling
Seemingly to fly
As the planets go
Like a blur in the evening summer sun
I realise, “I’m going to crash…”
The Universe is rushing past
Leaving me behind
I see it all
And none of it
My eyes seem to hide
The inevitable end
Life is falling
Life is rushing
Both are exhilarating
But all have an end
While the ‘verse stays endless
Hanging there is time
It is space personified
And I’m racing through time
As I fall, rush and race
Through time, life and the ‘verse
I hear a message, that speaks loud and true
But my time is up
Life is about to go
My falling is slowing
My racing is ceasing
My rushing is halting
I’ve stopped
But I need to say it
Are you ready?
Do you want me to say it?
I will if you want me to?
It’s real and profound
Are you sure?
Ok
But if that’s what you want?
I’ll stop
But can I just say it?
Please?
Fine, I get it, whatever
What?
Alright then
Here it is
Falling through the Universe
With time and life rushing past
As my heart races I realise,
There is only one
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Posted: Thu Dec 04, 2008 12:18 pm
Chameleon
I see them, I see them all
And I think
Wow, this sucks
As I watch them
Laugh with them
Interact with them
Smile, wait, talk, indulge
Huh
It seems as though all that I’ve ever been
All that I ever will be
Isn’t them
They talk, I listen
I speak, they hear
The sound revibrates and then leaves them
They touch, I feel
I grasp, they acknowledge
They acknowledge the hand, but not me
They, in the minority of one, illuminate, I turn away
I avoid, and they bleak the routes
I try to obey, to what my head will say
I try to keep up the manoeuvre, to say we are still what we are
But sometimes I need to shout it out
I hate you Jasmine and I love you Jasmine.
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