Wow.
I feel so bad about Joe. Because Jake one night in fifth grade called me and was talking to me and then he's liek, "Hey, do you want to go out with Joe?"
I'm all liek, "Yeah right, what kind of joke is that?!" And he kept nagging me so I was liek, "No!"
Then the next morning Fletcher was liek, "Joe's confused about what's going on with you two." I was liek, "But I said no!"
So Jake said, "So will you date him?"
Me: "Let me think." The whole day, that's what I just kept telling Jake when he asked.
Finally, we were all in that main enterance waiting to go home and Jake's liek, "Well?"
And I was liek, "Sure." And as soon as I said that the doors opeened and everyone was rushing everywhere and Gavin and Steve were all liek "Yes!" or something.
But that night I was so scared because I was liek, "People are going to know! They're going to tease me!" But they didn't. And I feel so bad..
Ahh.. Is it okey if I tell you all this stuff? I never really told anyone all this stuff..
Well.. He asked me for my number the next day, so I gave it to Joe. Then every day since then, he'd call me. Well, actually the next day he said his sister ripped it, so he needed me to write it again, even though he kept the little pieces. So anyway, he'd always call me and talk to me and I was just liek, "Mhm. Yeah." And he'd rattle off.. I even remember once he called, and it said "CAMP JOE" on the caller ID and I didn't answer it because I didn't ever have anything to tell him. But once he was liek,
Him: "What kind of music do you liek?"
Me: "The radio."
Him: "What stations?"
Me: "Oh, I don't know."
Him: "What are they?"
Me: "96.5 and 1o7.9"
Him: "That's hip-hop."
Me: "Yeah.. "
Him: "Ever hear The Used?"
Me: "Nope."
Him: "Avenged Sevenfold?"
Me: No.
Him: Lamb of God?
Me: Nu-huh.
And he asked about a whole bunch more and I said no to all of them.
But the next day, his sister was liek, "Joe, your girlfriend's a tomboy who listens to hip-hop!"
And he's liek "SO?" even though he didn't liek hip-hop.
Then, he used to sit with me on the bus, and he'd look through my stuff, and once he found this neon shoe string in my back and was putting it around his neck and playing with it. I was liek, "You can keep that." So he did.
Steve later said he threw it away, but just last summer I saw his sister wearing it on her pants.
And then another time he was playing with these Lego guys he found in my bag.
And once he and Steve came over with a whole bag of gummy bears and we were walking all through the back year and they were dropping them and stuff everywhere. And then Joe was liek, "Want a penny?" and he gave it to me. Then he went, "Want another penny?" And did that a few more times. It was really wet and I ended up throwing Steve's shoe in a puddle. Then I waded out into another puddle.
Later on, Joe said to me when I was talking about stuff I lieked, "You liek puddle-splashing, too."
Me: Oh, yeah." Then the next day I found a bunch of gummy bears in the driveway.. And ate them. Ew. x3
Oh, I also wrote Joe's name on my leg once. And every time I took a shower I'd draw over it again so it never faded. And my dad saw it once and was liek, "What was that?!" I was so embarrassed I ran into the bathroom and washed it off. T____T
Once on the bus, his sister and his friends came up to me and were liek, "Joe wants to know if you'll be Mrs. Joe!" I was just so embarrassed I just kind of ignored them.
Hmm, another time, he drew that "The Used" heart on a piece of sketch paper I had and gave it to me.
And another time Liz gave me a note she wrote at the Conversation Station and Joe was there, and on it he wrote: "Why are you friends with Kaylee? WHY? Well I don't care. XOXO, Joe"
He was liek, the only person who ever wrote "XOXO" to me! So later on, I dumped him afte 72 days of being a cruddy girlfiened. (I never really talked to him. Sometimes I even avoided him. I guess I was shy. I didn't want to say something idiotic to him.)
I never really dumped him because I didn't liek him. Just because I hated myself so much that I claimed I didn't deserve love. But ever since the day he asked me out, I can't really act normal around him. I can never really look at him without freaking out. I mean, whenever I see him, my blood rushes. I don't know why.
Actually, I remember sitting on the bus before we went out, and the seats were all filled up so he had to sit with me. I remember looking out the window and thinking, "Act cool. Act cool. What if he lieks you? He's cute." x3
But I don't know. I felt I had to tell someone. I have all these memories of him.
Does this sound liek I liek him?
I might.
I dun know.
This boy confuses me.
But I don't think he lieks me.
At all.
I'm so lonally-feeling.
I feel so bad about Joe. Because Jake one night in fifth grade called me and was talking to me and then he's liek, "Hey, do you want to go out with Joe?"
I'm all liek, "Yeah right, what kind of joke is that?!" And he kept nagging me so I was liek, "No!"
Then the next morning Fletcher was liek, "Joe's confused about what's going on with you two." I was liek, "But I said no!"
So Jake said, "So will you date him?"
Me: "Let me think." The whole day, that's what I just kept telling Jake when he asked.
Finally, we were all in that main enterance waiting to go home and Jake's liek, "Well?"
And I was liek, "Sure." And as soon as I said that the doors opeened and everyone was rushing everywhere and Gavin and Steve were all liek "Yes!" or something.
But that night I was so scared because I was liek, "People are going to know! They're going to tease me!" But they didn't. And I feel so bad..
Ahh.. Is it okey if I tell you all this stuff? I never really told anyone all this stuff..
Well.. He asked me for my number the next day, so I gave it to Joe. Then every day since then, he'd call me. Well, actually the next day he said his sister ripped it, so he needed me to write it again, even though he kept the little pieces. So anyway, he'd always call me and talk to me and I was just liek, "Mhm. Yeah." And he'd rattle off.. I even remember once he called, and it said "CAMP JOE" on the caller ID and I didn't answer it because I didn't ever have anything to tell him. But once he was liek,
Him: "What kind of music do you liek?"
Me: "The radio."
Him: "What stations?"
Me: "Oh, I don't know."
Him: "What are they?"
Me: "96.5 and 1o7.9"
Him: "That's hip-hop."
Me: "Yeah.. "
Him: "Ever hear The Used?"
Me: "Nope."
Him: "Avenged Sevenfold?"
Me: No.
Him: Lamb of God?
Me: Nu-huh.
And he asked about a whole bunch more and I said no to all of them.
But the next day, his sister was liek, "Joe, your girlfriend's a tomboy who listens to hip-hop!"
And he's liek "SO?" even though he didn't liek hip-hop.
Then, he used to sit with me on the bus, and he'd look through my stuff, and once he found this neon shoe string in my back and was putting it around his neck and playing with it. I was liek, "You can keep that." So he did.
Steve later said he threw it away, but just last summer I saw his sister wearing it on her pants.
And then another time he was playing with these Lego guys he found in my bag.
And once he and Steve came over with a whole bag of gummy bears and we were walking all through the back year and they were dropping them and stuff everywhere. And then Joe was liek, "Want a penny?" and he gave it to me. Then he went, "Want another penny?" And did that a few more times. It was really wet and I ended up throwing Steve's shoe in a puddle. Then I waded out into another puddle.
Later on, Joe said to me when I was talking about stuff I lieked, "You liek puddle-splashing, too."
Me: Oh, yeah." Then the next day I found a bunch of gummy bears in the driveway.. And ate them. Ew. x3
Oh, I also wrote Joe's name on my leg once. And every time I took a shower I'd draw over it again so it never faded. And my dad saw it once and was liek, "What was that?!" I was so embarrassed I ran into the bathroom and washed it off. T____T
Once on the bus, his sister and his friends came up to me and were liek, "Joe wants to know if you'll be Mrs. Joe!" I was just so embarrassed I just kind of ignored them.
Hmm, another time, he drew that "The Used" heart on a piece of sketch paper I had and gave it to me.
And another time Liz gave me a note she wrote at the Conversation Station and Joe was there, and on it he wrote: "Why are you friends with Kaylee? WHY? Well I don't care. XOXO, Joe"
He was liek, the only person who ever wrote "XOXO" to me! So later on, I dumped him afte 72 days of being a cruddy girlfiened. (I never really talked to him. Sometimes I even avoided him. I guess I was shy. I didn't want to say something idiotic to him.)
I never really dumped him because I didn't liek him. Just because I hated myself so much that I claimed I didn't deserve love. But ever since the day he asked me out, I can't really act normal around him. I can never really look at him without freaking out. I mean, whenever I see him, my blood rushes. I don't know why.
Actually, I remember sitting on the bus before we went out, and the seats were all filled up so he had to sit with me. I remember looking out the window and thinking, "Act cool. Act cool. What if he lieks you? He's cute." x3
But I don't know. I felt I had to tell someone. I have all these memories of him.
Does this sound liek I liek him?
I might.
I dun know.
This boy confuses me.
But I don't think he lieks me.
At all.
I'm so lonally-feeling.
