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PostPosted: Sun Sep 20, 2009 11:59 pm


Well this is going to be a bit of a weird story if anyone is willing to listen very long. Throughout my life I have been molested/mistreated almost raped. Though my appearance on the outside doesn't show the hurt that I am bottling up inside. I have created a outer personality of someone who is like-able and doesn't show any signs of weakness. Even so I have spent most of my life by myself. I never really had any friends or even have experienced in dating before in real life. Never been kissed or hugged. Pretty much I have been sheltered. About ten years ago I started coming online and roleplaying in chatrooms. It was fun at first until I started having feelings for someone whom was there. We became friends for awhile, well several years to be exact. First two years I never knew what he looked like.

During this period of time I kept having dreams that I was going to be raped and murdered. It was a repeating dream that wouldn't ever go away. One day I told him about the dream and then the dream actually changed. The dream turned into two guys, one with dark hair and a brown complex. The other guy had red hair which was shaved almost bald. They both end up saving my life.

The next day in the chats, someone who was like a troll/hater who disliked him was posting his pictures in the chatroom. Saying how ugly he is and stuff. I realized that it was the dark haired guy from my dream. I had a feeling if I ever told him about this he would quit talking to me.

About three years later things started to get weird between the two of us. I actually started to creep him out. I was able to name things in his closet in great detail. Such as his shirts, pants, shoes..just whatever. Not only that I asked him if he had a friend with red shaved head. He told me that he only has a friend with red long curly hair. About a week later he told me that his friend had shaved his head and said he wanted to keep it that way from now on. So at this point he started thinking I was a stalker. I noticed his behavior was different towards me than the other people he talked to. I would always ask why he treats me differently. Such as he acts like a wall to me, but he's very open with everyone else. Eventually we ended up not being friends. He said I was just a cold hearted b***h that didn't care about anyone but myself.

About couple weeks later I kept getting random people trying to befriend me. All of them kept reminding me of him. Anytime I would say are you Andrew? He would go nuts and then block me. No matter what name he was on or how he acted. I always could somehow tell it was him. Then I started having more dreams about him. Such as him and I going to the movies and haunted houses. One I had about a year ago is where I'm working in a store and he comes in and tells me he got a promotion and wants me to marry him.

Now with just that this turns around again. I got sick of him trying to be a bunch of people I know just to be around me. For whatever reason it is. I think he was starting to test me. I stayed and started talking to one of his alias and we sorta were a couple I guess. Whatever you can considered online as being that. Even though I kept talking to him, he still was following me around on the internet and even started playing with me in online games. I actually ended up befriending him in a guild from this rpg I was playing. I would say some off the wall s**t, you know? Then I would randomly get a message from my bf, right? And he would be like you're mine and no one else's. I lied saying some guy gave me a gift for valentines day.

Does anyone else agree that this probably has been the game guy for over the last 6 years? I tried to give him the benefit of the doubt. He told me every year he would send me something for my birthday or christmas, he never did. I never complained until this year and he said he would, never came through. That's when I realized he's never going to come through with anything that he says. All this time he kept telling me were going to meet in real life. But that he is broke. On the other hand the other him was meeting people from the internet at these anime conventions.

There is a lot more to this story though, but anyone think that this is probably some sort of psychic connection? Not sure what to do about this either... I don't see why I'm still even talking to him anymore.

PostPosted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 7:05 pm


Yes, imo I think you could have developed a strong connection with him, being that he is your first friend after stuff you have went through you developed a strong link with him; that probably explain why you have premonition dreams about him.


everyone has psychic abilities, but to connect with one certain person that mean you have a trong link with him.


you still talk to him because he remind you of getting out of the nut shell and perhaps feeling alive.

That is just my opinion tho.

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PostPosted: Tue Nov 24, 2009 1:51 pm


Yes, most definatly.
I have a simular link with my best friend, whom I had met online on a mmo. In fact, the night we met, he dreamed about us in a forest and an argument I got into with my adopted brother (who most of real life friends even know of his existance since he lives with my father). Not only was he able to describe my apperance, but Will's as well. And that argument? Well, it was the last conversation we shared. Our connection has now developed to an incredible level, but thats not the point.

Everyone has psychic abilites, though they may not know it. And this link developed out of a strong, emotional bond between the two of you (probably). You may not want to stop talking to him because of this link.
PostPosted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 1:03 am


^_^ I'm sorry to hear you had to go through so much already! heart if he would go nuts with you just saying are you andrews? Then yesh i think it might be him. And maybe he's just to nervous to meet you, also i notice your very wise for your age but don't let people mislead you that easily, if someone really cares about you they would want you to be save. It could also be because he's not who he says he is. And maybe he is not an internet misleadah. I wonder why he would call you a cold-hearted b***h, but when you have the opportunity you could explain to him that you have gone through heavy stuff and have issues because of that. (You don't have to tell him what you've gone through)

it's a few months after your post, how is it going now?

Yora

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