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 Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 9:09 am
I don't know... It's really strange and surreal without her here, but I was considerably well prepared for it. That didn't stop the tears from coming, however. She passed away on New Years, so now I get all angry and bitter when someone tells me "Happy New Year." But I don't say anything.
She won't physically be there when I graduate from high school, when I go to college, when I graduate from college, and when I become successful. But the fact that I did what she wanted will be enough, I believe. I owe her that much and plenty more.
She was only 55 and it happened far too quickly. She passed away when my father, brother, and I were in the room. Ironically, we were on the 7th floor of the hospital, and my lucky number is 7. I was so pissed and glared at the number for what seemed to be the longest time. xD;
But yeah, I'll miss my mama and I'll always love her. I have to stay strong and support my family, especially papa.
Happy New Years, everyone...
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 10:04 am
Omg! I sorry. That sucks. sad
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 10:41 am
I'm so sorry you're going through such a difficult time right now. It may not sound like much coming from a stranger, but please know that you are in the prayers of someone on the other side of the internet (regardless of your personal belief system/lack therof, of course). It's never ever easy to lose someone you love, regardless of how much you try to prepare for it.
While it's impossible for someone to know exactly how someone else feels, *I really get annoyed when people say they "know how I feel" sometimes* I'm still sorry you're in pain. and hope you will someday be able to reach this time of year and feel joy again. Blessings on you.
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 6:43 pm
D: I'm so sorry, Len...I can't even begin to think I'd know how you feel, because I don't, and I can't, but you have my best wishes and hopes right now. It can't be easy and I don't know how I can help, but if you need anything, feel free to message or call on me.
I'm so sorry. But I'm sure that even if she's not here now, she'll be watching you somehow and she'll be proud to watch you graduate and make something of your life. That's what mothers do.
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 6:58 pm
i cant even comprehend losing someone that close to me. sorry for your loss len, and i dont even know how someone can stay strong at this point, but youre doing it, so good for you. i hope you get all the support you need.
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 8:32 pm
Hey cutie pie, I'm really sorry to hear about your mom. I know you can get through this, you're strong, Len. <3
I'm always going to be here for me if you ever need me.
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 9:54 pm
I thank you all very much. My appreciation and love for you all runs very deep. It's because of sexy hot people like yourselves that I'm able to cope better than expected. <3
But ultimately, I'll be fine. Thank you, once again, for the support and comfort.kageling ...but if you need anything, feel free to massage or call on me...
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 10:07 pm
I couldn't leave this post alone, because of the title it really hits home for me. My mother passed away back in June of last year, and while its been almost seven months I can still relate with how hard it must been. Its really hard to stay strong especially when others, though some unintentional make the situation worse by saving inconsiderate things.
I remember being really rigid I didn't want anyone to hug me, or even to touch me for that matter. I just didn't want their sympathy, when most of them were never around when mom was alive. While I cant say that outright understand how you feel, I can understand the feeling of losing someone important. Its hard not having them there, and while I don't know you if you ever want someone to talk I don't mind listening.
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 11:44 pm
([ - Madam Lenny - ] wink I don't know... It's really strange and surreal without her here, but I was considerably well prepared for it. That didn't stop the tears from coming, however. She passed away on New Years, so now I get all angry and bitter when someone tells me "Happy New Year." But I don't say anything.
She won't physically be there when I graduate from high school, when I go to college, when I graduate from college, and when I become successful. But the fact that I did what she wanted will be enough, I believe. I owe her that much and plenty more.
She was only 55 and it happened far too quickly. She passed away when my father, brother, and I were in the room. Ironically, we were on the 7th floor of the hospital, and my lucky number is 7. I was so pissed and glared at the number for what seemed to be the longest time. xD;
But yeah, I'll miss my mama and I'll always love her. I have to stay strong and support my family, especially papa.
Happy New Years, everyone... i'm sorry about your lose *hugz* i know how it feels to lose a family member you care about alot*
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Posted: Mon Jan 04, 2010 11:48 pm
([ - Madam Lenny - ] wink I thank you all very much. My appreciation and love for you all runs very deep. It's because of sexy hot people like yourselves that I'm able to cope better than expected. <3
But ultimately, I'll be fine. Thank you, once again, for the support and comfort.kageling ...but if you need anything, feel free to massage or call on me...
But yes, if you need a massage, you can ask for that too. Whether or not I'll comply is something else entirely. =P
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Posted: Mon Jan 18, 2010 2:32 am
I'm sorry to hear that. I know what you're going through so, even if you don't know me well, you can PM me anytime. I can't say much, because there is not much to be said. I just hope you'll stay strong and well. *huggles*
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Posted: Fri Jan 29, 2010 11:06 pm
I lost my brother a year ago. He was a marine and was shipped to Iraq. I miss him alot. Him and I were very close. I feel for you. ;`(
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Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 3:45 am
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