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 Posted: Sat Feb 04, 2006 4:32 pm
HI-DE-HI HI! I'm Pudding! I want to tell you all about my adventures in Canthry! Since I just moved here, there isn't much, but it's still cool! People are so strange here...  ^This is a photo of me!
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Posted: Sat Feb 04, 2006 4:38 pm
People I know!
Blanca- She's my roomate! Blanca's a little strange. I mean, she has no face! How can she see or speak? Are there eyes and a mouth hidden under her hair? She's been talking about this 'Walter' guy lately. SQUEE! She's married!
Edward- He's funny. He's got a metal arm and leg! Plus, he's really short. I never tell him though. whee He acts like my onee-chan most of the time. Oh, and he's Renna's boyfriend!
Otis- Otis ish cute. He's got some multiple personality problems, I guess.
Harley- There's alot of crossed out text.
I really like Harley. I mean, even if people call him psyhco and he threw me into the wall...I just really like him Just a silly crush...nothing more...nothing less.
Renna- Renna's my new roomate until she can find a home! She's my bestest friend! I hope she likes me...she doesn't seem to....I think she likes Ed...Hehe, she's now Edward's girlfriend! I knew she liked him! I knew it!
Geno- Geno's made of wood. Maybe he's an alien? He doesn't act like Kish, though...
Glace- Glace-sempai is nice. She isn't really crazy like everybody else, and she didn't yell at me when I almost fell asleep in her yard. ^_^
Zakuro- I found her! I really did! But...she doesn't seem to be as great as she did before...
Ichigo- Ichigo won't go back home to Tokyo with me. Even though everything's falling apart, she still won't. Doesn't she even miss Masaya?
Goofy- Goofy is really nice and funny! He's got a son named Max back where he came from. Blanca told him to come here. He asked me to call him Papa. I like doing that.
Star- Star-san is quiet, but...she's nice. In her own little way. I just wish I could see her again...I haven't ever since that one day...why does everybody hate her? Why can't they see that it's not her fault? Star-saman isn't the one to do all those horrible things...
Kyo- He talked me into going back home. I guess I isn't that bad, though he seemed rude.
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Posted: Sun Feb 05, 2006 12:50 am
Zakuro and Ichigo had left Tokyo...I'm sure of it. They never showed up for five days! Well, since there was no trouble, I decided to go off and travel awhile. I never told anyone, though, no point, huh? So....I talked to a guy named Harley. He said he'd seen Ichigo around here, but I still can't find her. You think he lied? I hope not. I've been looking for them everywhere!
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Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2006 9:41 pm
I found Zakuro and Ichigo. They weren't...the same as they used to be. Ichigo-san didn't want to go back home. Even after everything fell apart at the seams...I hope it doesn't collapse by the time we get back.
I met Geno today. He's weird. I think he's an alien. Of course, he couldn't be in league with Kish back in Tokyo, could he?
I also met Glace-sempai! She's really cool. I like her, too. Unlike most of the people here, she didn't yell at me on first sight. Or when I almost fell asleep on her lawn. I hope to talk to her more.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2006 10:02 pm
Hey, journal! I finally found you! Seems that I looked for you in the wrong pocket. Oh well.
*This part of the page is wet, most probably with tears.*
Well, I guess I should speak about this...when I lost my journal, I got really scared and went to pick it up at the Lost and Found. I found a journal, but when I opened it, it wasn't mine. It was Harley's. I went to return it, and Harley got mad. I tried to tell him I was sorry, but he was still very angry. I didn't want to make anybody angry! So, I tried to give him a hug to make him feel better, but he just threw me off into the wall.
When I woke up, I went into the kitchen. Renna-san had cooked dinner! I have to thank her for that. Harley and Claudia were there, too. Harley still seemed mad at me...
*The other words are smudged out with tears and water damage.*
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Posted: Tue Feb 14, 2006 11:00 pm
It's Valentine's Day! I went around giving everybody in town cards and chocolates. Ed helped me, since I fainted yesteredy. I made a super-big one for Harley.
Renna gave me some chocolates too! She's great. ^_^ Oh, and she gave Ed a lunch box and a letter. I think she likes him...she was blushing really hard when I asked if she did. Then she tripped and sprained her ankle. Ed says it was already bad, so it wasn't my fault. I went to help anyways. She's in the living room resting right now. I hope Harley likes the gift I gave him...
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Posted: Sun Feb 19, 2006 5:59 pm
I came up with a master plan! I'd had the idea a few days ago, and had sent a letter to Mint to help me. She couldn't come, but she did give me her ideas. And they went on perfectly! At least, I think they did. Getting Renna and Ed together without them suspecting anything is hard. >< But, I like a challenge!
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Posted: Mon Feb 20, 2006 12:21 am
I went to see Harley today...he's been in his room for forever. He didn't look so well when Glace-sempai let me in. I brought him some sunflowers, but he didn't seem to care. Though I did find something that cheered him up a bit. I told him I didn't do well baking, and I needed some help. He's coming over tomorrow to help me with it.
He said he was happy to see 'somebody' instead of 'me'. I guess...I guess my affection is just one-sided. I'm sure Harley doesn't like me at all. I know he doesn't. But I can't tell him I like...no, love him. And I can't tell anybody. Not even Ed.
People may say "Oh, you're too young to know about love." And I can't just tell them "Listen, I know alot of things, even though I'm young!" I just can't. When I was still fighting against Kish with the Mew Mews, I saw horrible things. Blood, death, hatred...and I saw love too. And it rubbed off on me. I'm not just some stupid little kid who has a silly little crush. I've been through too much to be that anymore.
Renna's got Ed. Everybody's got somebody. I would like to have someone to talk to as well. But 'they' say I'm too young to have somebody. I don't think so. I believe they're wrong. I'm 13 years old! I'm going to be 14 soon! I'm a teenager, if they like it or not!
Bottom line, I love Harley, he doesn't love me. I guess it does turn out to be a silly little crush.
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Posted: Tue Feb 21, 2006 10:09 pm
Oh, oh, the cookies were good! I didn't burn them or make them bitter this time! And, well...I don't know if Harley liked them. He had to go before he could try one...I hope he does.
Harley-sensei was really sarcastic when he was trying to teach me. Turns out he doesn't like Zakuro much, either. I still don't think he likes me very much...well, I guess semi-friendship is good enough, right?
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Posted: Sun Feb 26, 2006 8:51 pm
*There is a small note tucked behind this page.*
I gave my journal up to Harley...so that he'd forgive me for taking his. It really still hurts that I did that.
Renna and Ed got together. I hear they actually kissed. Well, that's that. Hopefully they'll stay together, no?
Hopefully...Harley will give my journal back. It's not that I don't trust him, it's just...he might mistake it for his and keep it. I don't want that to happen.
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Posted: Sun Feb 26, 2006 8:55 pm
*This page looks as if it's been torn out, crumpled up, straigtened out again, and taped back into the book.*
I read Harley's not on the 8th page...I guess it was just a silly crush. It always is. Hopefully, Sensei will still teach me how to bake and stuff...aw, who am I kidding, it hurt. That note from him hurt like...like...like a spear was thrown into my heart and it was just thrust out. I know, how could someone return the love of a thirteen year old monkey girl? They can't. I'm sure of it. Maybe when I'm older, I'll find that special someone.
Blanca brought my book back. She was muttering something about this 'Walter' person. Maybe she really likes him. Maybe I can do the same thing I did with Renna and Edward.
I'm going to talk to Papa now...
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Posted: Sat May 20, 2006 8:21 am
Lia...she died. Right there, and I couldn't save her. She...she was Harley's lover. Shows how I'd never get him, eh? She was so much prettier than me. But I could tell that Harley loved her. But he didn't do anything.
I tried to help Lia, I did! But it still hurts to know that she died! Why can't I do anything right? Why?
I do know one thing I can do right...I can lock myself away from everyone else. I don't want to stay in my room all the time, so...I'll just act coldly. Maybe they'll leave me alone, and then they won't get hurt. I don't want anyone getting hurt again...
I'm sure people think I'm selfish for doing all this...but I want to protect them. I want them to be safe...so it's best that I'm gone.
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Posted: Sun Aug 20, 2006 1:38 pm
Wow...it's been a long time, I guess. Everything's been hard for me to handle...and there's alot the went on.
First...I met this Ansem 'The Seeker' guy. He said something about becoming Heartless. I thought that maybe I could become a Heartless, so that all my guilt, pain, and sadness could be ripped out and taken away. But he said I have too much good in me to become a Heartless. Why, why did I ever choose the good side to begin with!? No, I didn't choose it...Ryu and Keichiro forced me into it. I just had to be compatible. Is it too much to just want to be normal!?
Anywho, it took me a long, long time to return home again. The guy named Kyo talked to me and made me realize that it only hurts the people I care about more if they know I'm hurting. So...I'll try my hardest to be happy, even if I am not initially! Just so that people don't get hurt.
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Posted: Fri Dec 15, 2006 10:28 pm
Hehehehe!!! Blanca and Walker got married~! I'm so happy for them! I got to wear a really nice dress and everything! Blanca looked so pretty out there in her wedding dress, and Walker looked so handsome...
I just wish I could get married someday. But, I'm almost 16, and that's years away. I would still be with Hippo, but I don't know where he is now, and nobody else is there for me to love...everybody's got someone but me, eh?
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