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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 2:26 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 3:43 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 24, 2011 3:45 pm
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What you said is either universal, or I relate well. Sorry about me not being entirely wordy or anything but I feel like things can evolve pretty simply from time to time. I'm pretty sad. How are you feeling today. I myself am alone and living in a house of people who hate me while looking for a job application. My hopes are that when I go away to college this fall things give themselves more meaning. For me, right now I'm sad because I feel like I'm surronded by people who would rather never see anything in a person but what they know. I know this sounds greedy but I'd like them to be curious enough to ask me why I don't respond to things, why I act the way I do. Anything. I want someone to drill into me and stay there. I feel a great ennui after meditating and feeling that the only thing that can, for truth matter is to know and love one another. I love all that I come in contact with, but I feel they don't want to know me or let me know them, as if that last layer, that thin egg shell is impossible to break. I mean, truly, I haven't flirted or interacted with much gay people. In high school the only choice was to date a stereotype. I know it seems shallow of me but I don't want to talk to anyone who wants to tell me about celebrity news, fashion, the other girls. I want to find someone who feels like me, I've found some but we fade in and out, and it's nothing romantic. I want to find someone without a rulebook if that makes sense. I'm ranting lol, take what it what you want. Hoping we can either have a conversation or throw words at each other.
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Posted: Sat Jun 25, 2011 8:36 pm
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