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I went at it with my current partner about 4.5 months into our relationship. Him and I have a strong relationship built on love, with sex being an added bonus.

♥ I'm not anymore. After several months of dating, being both virgins, we decided that we were ready and we're still together almost three months later.
We're still very much in love and are planning a future together. Sex only made our strong relationship stronger. And I don't regret it at all.

I am not. Lost it last year in a relationship for a month with a guy who I realized really annoyed me, but I stayed with him for two and a half more months until some friends affirmed some suspicions I'd had during the month leading up to our break up that he had been treating me like crap on purpose for the last month because he wanted me to break up with him in a rage so that my friends wouldn't attack him.

As if they could? @_@

In any case, I broke up with the dude via text after telling him I knew what he was doing, and he should have taken the gentle out I'd given him a few weeks earlier. He chose in the immediate aftermath of the end of the relationship to try to attack my friends, blaming them for how the relationship ended. -_- I have since moved on, been in college, and got back in contact with a dude I'd met a year and three months before (at that time) that I zinged with but didn't have the courage to be proactive with at the time. I asked him out, he was into me and said yes... we've been dating since early March and consummated the relationship just earlier this month. XD @_@; If anything, it's just confirmed how much we truly like each other and makes us want to be around each other even more. Sadly, due to the distance it's really hard to see each other, and additional set backs on my part make it even more difficult, but I am working in an attempt to amend much of that. I may have lost my virginity to a p***k, but I realized something about two months of crying after I broke up with the D-bag: It's not about "Who's your first?" 'cause that's all the guy wanted: it was just to be my first and then end it. -_-

What's really important is, "Who will Be My Last?"

And to be scarily honest... I currently feel like I want this current boyfriend to Be My Last. He's wonderful, he's beautiful to me. <3

The way he makes me feel, he's been all at once respectful and exalting, and I give back in spades what I receive. We haven't had a real argument because we've generally been on the same page so far but for a few tiny differences which, in the long run, aren't important (video game preferences, for example. We can do other stuff together, like exploring. X3 I Like Trees. 8D ... Just, he's allergic to them. ._. But he has medication for that, so it's cool. @_@ ). For the first time, I genuinely like who I'm dating (And I've dated two others before, just only one got lucky. ._. ) and have hopes for us.

I am trying not to look too far into the future with this guy, but something in my heart, gut, and mind tell me "He is For Me, and not anybody else. <3"

Luckily, he seems to feel the same way-is about as obsessive about me as I am about him. XD

We're a little aloof because we both trust each other, but we don't front: we're honest when it comes to any tinges of jealousy, but they're infrequent and feel appropriate, like when I was in a strange situation where I ended up chauffering some friends to a modelling event so they could model. I tell my boyfriend I'm hanging out with models and he implies he believes I am one of the models (SWEETHEART) and that he's a bit jealous of the idea that other models will hit on me (OH STOP IT YOU! <3 GET IN MY v****a! 8D) but that he hopes I have fun.

You see why I like this guy so much? He values what he's got, and let me tell you he's kind of got a prize. @_@

I am no model-maybe plus size- but despite not being a size zero, I do have a cute enough face to maintain people's attention and my personality is laid back and relaxed enough so that I will talk to anybody so long as they're friendly enough to upkeep a conversation. I can really talk about almost anything except Magic The Gathering. @_@ (For perspective on the D-bag ex: He was really into Magic, and I was really NOT. We had other things in common, but every time I tried to get us to talk about something we BOTH could input on, he'd turn the conversation back to Magic the Gathering so only he would be talking. He knew I had no interest in it. -_- BORING JERK. e_e )

I don't really get strung out on little annoyances, but little meaningful things mean the world to me in both directions-the good and the bad..

And my current boyfriend gives me a lot of meaningful good little things that make me cherish him so much more. <3

I give him his space, he gives me mine, but when we're together he scarcely lets me go.. XD
And I adore that. <3 I love him holding my hand, holding my arms, holding my side, unafraid to show the world I'm his girlfriend-proud of it, actually. <3

And we can talk about just about anything and everything in the world... so much I realized I hadn't asked him too much about his private life so I don't know what his favorite color is (probably something like red, blue, or black.) or his favorite food (though he eats a lot of junk food. I know his least favorite is pizza at the moment. XD )....

But it doesn't mean I really don't care... @_@ I just don't usually care about stuff like that UNTIL it comes up, and then I try to keep it in mind for future use. For example, I do know he really loves dragons. XD <3

Likewise, anniversaries don't usually mean the world to me, and I don't expect him to remember all our anniversaries, but I'll remind him of the general area around when it'll come up. XD

But he cared A LOT about our third month anniversary because I told him at the start of the relationship that I wanted to hold off on sex for three months at least, give us time to get to know each other better. XD
It was getting to the point where he knew our exact third month anniversary better than I did. XD

*laughing*

I don't mind. Besides, I had a lovely time with him. n_n Very sexy time. O.o;

He was a virgin, but he wasn't packing a grasshopper, I'll tell you that. >_>

He came EQUIPPED. XD

<3

.... I am saying too goddamn much... XD

I'm sorry, I just haven't been here in forever and the initial loss of virginity I didn't make a big deal out of because I was unsure about that D-bag, but I am so happy with this one, I just want to scream it to the world. XD

"I HAD SEX WITH THIS GUY! AND IT WAS AWWEEESOOOOME! XD"

Still here. Still a virgin. All is quiet on the eastern front.