I've been doing a lot of reading and exploring lately, and have been reading a bit (a lot...) into the germanic pantheons. I've been trying to open myself to heathenism, and I feel that it's actually been going rather well. I'm trying to devour all of the reading that I can.
The odd thing is that I've felt oddly drawn to Hela. I can't even explain why, it's just an odd feeling. I like to think of myself as someone who enjoys life and being... alive. Hela, on her face, just seems very dark.
But is she? The feelings haven't been negative, they've been... I don't know, a weird version of comfortable. I feel very watched when I think and/or read about her, but not in a way that disturbed me. And I'm a very paranoid, jumpy person. I'm unnerved pretty easily.
What do you all think? Is Hela a twisted goddess of the dead, death and whatnot? Or is she just a gloomy person that was given a job to do? Is she more or less benevolent, or a dark ruler of the underworld?
The odd thing is that I've felt oddly drawn to Hela. I can't even explain why, it's just an odd feeling. I like to think of myself as someone who enjoys life and being... alive. Hela, on her face, just seems very dark.
But is she? The feelings haven't been negative, they've been... I don't know, a weird version of comfortable. I feel very watched when I think and/or read about her, but not in a way that disturbed me. And I'm a very paranoid, jumpy person. I'm unnerved pretty easily.
What do you all think? Is Hela a twisted goddess of the dead, death and whatnot? Or is she just a gloomy person that was given a job to do? Is she more or less benevolent, or a dark ruler of the underworld?
