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Gosh..I have no idea if my post should even count in this thread.
cowwwcowww, if you decide that this post is an invalid one, then please PM me about it and I'll gladly delete it myself...Or you could just delete it..Whichever works, I suppose. In any event, if this post is declared invalid, I do not wish to have any trace of it kicking around here and soiling an otherwise perfectly good thread. sweatdrop

Well..Let's see..

..I think it possible that I could be a Psi-vamp. I still debate it alot, and often find myself wondering as to if what 'symptoms/characteristics' I possess that have lead me to believe in this possibility, are either psychosematic traits that I'm tricking myself into having because of all of the reading I've done on the topic or are just purely coincidental somehow. Thus the reasoning behind my not stating for sure that I am or am not a Psi-vamp.

I guess my "Awakening", if I actually am HLV, is still very much a work in progress. I have no concrete certainty upon which I can rely on to state that I am or am not an energy vampire without a doubt. I, like many others, drain energy. I'm usually that kid who always seems to be the last one to get hyper when around friends, and at said time, both friends begin to feel more tired. But, though that may be the case, it does not make the vampire. Many non-vamps tend to draw energy every now and again because of various reasons. There are times when it almost seems like my friends and I are cycling energy, where they'll be all energetic one minute and lethargic the next, then I'll be all energetic when they become tired and they become energetic when I become tired. I can sense energies well.

I sometimes feel the urge to bite and to chew on things, but that there is nothing more than what could be described as basic human instinct. Humans are animals, afterall. However, I do feel a strange hunger/craving at times. I'm more of a nocturnal person, and I find that the sunlight hurts my eyes. I can be fairly introverted, though, I find that without enough exposure to people for long periods, I find myself becoming tired and lethargic. I'm empathic and have a knack for occasionally reading surface thoughts/taking the words right out of people's mouths.

I have been asked if I was a psi-vamp over the internet by HLVs on a few separate occasions, but I still have no idea if that is truly what I am or not..

..Though, it would make me feel a bit better to know that I'm not some nutball.. sweatdrop

I hope that this post is not considered to be Spam, or causes trouble/inconvenience in any way, shape, or form to anyone. Also, if this post does not end up in deletion due to the uncertainty that I have concerning my nature..if that is even the right word to use..then..I thank you for taking the time to read this post. sweatdrop

Thank you for your understanding cowwwcowww, and I'm glad that my post was not deleted because of my uncertainties. I appreciate your advice and I shall bear in mind all that you have said, and I will wait until I know for certain before drawing up a final conclusion as to what exactly I am.

Perhaps hanging out in this thread may also help me to realize if this is what I am or not. 3nodding

It was difficult for me to really notice my psi vamp tendencies because I was always around lots of very extroverted, energetic people. As I get older and really prefer to either be alone or to be in the company of just a few close friends, the urge is getting stronger and more dramatic. Just in the last year, having moved away from family and friends, has it really reared its head to the point I had to take notice and make an effort to find places to feed off of the random leaked energy of a large amount of people (to avoid drawing it from a single source and causing the tell-tale lethargy, It's a shame what I do after a while to the boyfriend and cat somedays).

I'm still growing in knowledge and control even though I can easily trace the "symptoms" back 10 years. Whether you know for sure or not...no big.

"All knowledge is worth having" -catchphrase of a character from the book Kushiel's Dart by Jacqueline Carey.

Superior... and how can you be a sanguinarain vampire and not drink blood?

Upon further inspection I noticed it says human blood. So do you mean you drink animal blood? Also, who is Superior?

You may live a few years longer then most people, and the bad part is you have to drink blood or Psi energy, um you can't be out in the sun for like several hours strate and usualy the sun affects your eyes so you always are squinting. It is worse to be a vampire then a human basicly.

*sigh* Here I go again. I drank human blood once! in my entire life... It was of my Superior. Superior is Ciara. She's a friend of mine, whom thinks she soem sort of vampire/vampyre or something... and I had never drank... ok I didnt drink it it was a VERY rare peice of steak...