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 Posted: Mon Jul 31, 2006 12:34 pm
This is all about le TanyaDawn.
I am a Pagan bisexual older teen from NW Indiana. I have a wonderful boyfriend and amazing girlfriend and will spew on and on about how much the boy drives me insane and how much I miss the girl.
I am a Daddy's girl...always have been, always will be. I HATE my mother with a passion from the years of abuse she gave me. I'm a stickler for grammar and spelling most of the time...but sometimes just like to act like a dork and use 1337 and n00b speak.
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:25 pm
Well, ok, here are my updates and the such.
Possability of: Headache
Feeling: Hurting. crying
WHOO!!!! I got my period today right before I went to take my pregnancy test!!!! I took it anyways and it came out negative!!!! NO BABEH! > biggrin
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:27 pm
Currents!!
Song: Callin Baton Rouge
Mood: Pissed off. stressed
Quote: "If you don't wanna love me, then I'll find somebody else who will. Find some other kind of thrill. Find another way to fill this lonliness."
Want: Tiffie. sad heart crying
Need: SLEEP!
Issue: Rides that never show up. stare
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:33 pm
Love Life!
This is a MAJOR part of who I am, so it deserves to be put here. 3nodding
Zach: Current status is ex-boyfriend. First boyfriend.
Joey: Current status is ex-boyfriend. First person to cheat on me.
Rj: Current status is ex-boyfriend. First boy I ever loved. <3
Darren: Current status is ex-boyfriend. First person I ever fell IN love with.
Erin: Current status is friend. First girl I ever liked and then loved.
Nicole: Current status is ex-girlfriend/friend. First girlfriend that hurt me extremely badly.
Tifinie: Current status is girlfriend. ^_^ And amazing and wonderful person in my life...I couldn't ask for anyone better.
Ryan: Current status is boyfriend. I love this man more than I ever thought I could love anyone and hope to be with him forever.
Brief summary of my love life so far: Pity, Pain, Abandonment, Abuse, Unrequieted, Used, Amazing, and In Love. (in order of names on the list)
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:41 pm
Family Life
Family is very important to me so this is here as well.
My mother abused me emotionally and psychologically for as long as I can remember. Last summer (2005), she started hitting me as well. This had to go, so she got kicked out by my dad. She has been back and forth from living here and at her boyfriend's and is currently staying there. I pray she never returns as I will NOT deal with her abuse again. All of it stemmed from alcoholism which she refuses to end.
My father is amazing. Through everything my mother and brother have put us through, he and I have stuck together. This is why I am such a Daddy's girl. He has been dating a girl named Valerie lately and although I have yet to meet her, I hope they become serious as I want him to be happy. ^_^
My brother has been a drug addict for....years. He is turning 21 this year and that scares me. He has taken after our mother in his abuse of alcohol and drugs from an early age and I just hopes he never becomes any more like her than he already is...which is a lot. He swears he's not like her, but those of us around him see it differently.
And then there's me. The bottom of the totem pole as I am the youngest in the family. I am the black sheep as I have dashed most hopes my parents have held for me (except my father's prayer that I would not end up like my mother. That I will achieve.). I have dashed my grandmother's hope that I would be catholic, my mother's hope that I would be "preppy", my father's hope that I would be saintly, and my brother's hope that I would be a druggie. All in all, I think I've done damn well for myself considering the circumstances but meh. That's just me.
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:44 pm
Friends
OMG! What can I say about my friends?! I love them to death!!! Although I have a lot of close friends IRL, I find that some of the best I either met online or retain the most contact with online. xd But that's only because it's easier for me to open up online. ^^;;
Anyways....god, it'd be so hard to list all my friends out on here, so I'll just name the important ones!
Nicole (Ebony_Anne), Emily (AllHolyBlondeOne), Chelsey (Chels Chels), Erin, Steve, Katelyn, etc.
Those guys are the greatest! ^_^
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 11:44 pm
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Posted: Fri Aug 11, 2006 12:59 am
Friends are great =) I love my friends.
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Posted: Sun Aug 13, 2006 9:12 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 21, 2006 12:31 am
Some of my friends = pwnsome, but some of my friends = silly buggers. some of them even = buttheads.
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Posted: Fri Sep 01, 2006 1:36 am
Did I mention I like pie?
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Posted: Thu Dec 07, 2006 5:04 pm
UPDATE ON TAN:
Well, lately, ((as in the last 2 days. xD)) I've been basically being stalked by a "friend" of mine. She's scaring the living s**t out of me, and if she doesn't stop calling me by Monday or Tuesday, I'm going to threaten to report her for mental, emotional, and sexual harassment. =D
YEAY. crying
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Posted: Tue Jan 16, 2007 3:13 am
TanyaDawn UPDATE ON TAN:
Well, lately, ((as in the last 2 days. xD)) I've been basically being stalked by a "friend" of mine. She's scaring the living s**t out of me, and if she doesn't stop calling me by Monday or Tuesday, I'm going to threaten to report her for mental, emotional, and sexual harassment. =D
YEAY. crying woah. extreme
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