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I'll make this fancy later. blaugh

So here's a big long entry:

I was always a bit overweight. I am largely chested however scream and that adds like, a lot of poundage right there. Haha.

Then I started getting these stomach problems and have put on a lot of weight. According to the BMI chart, I'm like borderline morbidly obese. cry The thing is though, I don't feel that huge/bad, just with the height and the breasts and weight gain, it really pushes me up on the chart.

I am getting frustrated trying to lose weight now because my stomach really interferes. When I feel sick, I cannot do anything but lay down. Eating is a nightmare. I feel so hungry but can't eat a lot. Or sometimes I will be able to eat and then just get sick to my stomach later. You would think I would be losing weight like crazy...but it's stayed the same. When I went to the doctor last week, I had lost three pounds, and I was totally surprised.

I'm trying to get healthier for the sake of my stomach. So far it hasn't worked, but I'm not going to let that discourage me. I've cut out fast food completely and have been upping my fruit and vegetable intake. I'll still have some ice cream and whatnot, but I've been better about only having a little. It just gets discouraging to be exercising and eating healthy and not have a bunch of weight come off.

I don't know what the purpose of this entry is. I just felt like writing it.

-3!