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 Posted: Sat Feb 10, 2007 2:35 pm
Does God hate me? I swear on an hourly basis and I don't think he loves me so I..... I don't put my faith in him and I don't think I ever have. Does he hate me for this?
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 2:23 pm
Bartling Does God hate me? I swear on an hourly basis and I don't think he loves me so I..... I don't put my faith in him and I don't think I ever have. Does he hate me for this? God does not hate you. He understands. He knows it can be hard sometimes to put all of your faith in God, something that is said to be all around you, but you can't see. You should try to put your faith in Him, though. As someone once told me, 'Let go and let God." The swearing topic is controversial, but my personal beleif is that you should try your best to keep your mouth clean of swear words. I hope this helped. Please PM me or post if you have any questions or comments or whatever. ~Eminator heart
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 3:43 pm
Well its just that nothing ever good happens to me and I am like a bad luck charm and everyone hates me
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 5:54 pm
If you're going through a tough time in your life, a lowpoint, that doesn't mean that God hates you. Everyone has ups and downs in their life.
I'm sure not everyone hates you. I don't, for example don't hate you.
Just give it time and be patient and know that God is in control, and so everything will work out for the best.
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Posted: Sun Feb 11, 2007 7:24 pm
EMINATOR If you're going through a tough time in your life, a lowpoint, that doesn't mean that God hates you. Everyone has ups and downs in their life. I'm sure not everyone hates you. I don't, for example don't hate you. Just give it time and be patient and know that God is in control, and so everything will work out for the best. The thing is, I don't have any ups in my life. And my whole life has been a tough time in my life
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 1:22 pm
Bartling EMINATOR If you're going through a tough time in your life, a lowpoint, that doesn't mean that God hates you. Everyone has ups and downs in their life. I'm sure not everyone hates you. I don't, for example don't hate you. Just give it time and be patient and know that God is in control, and so everything will work out for the best. The thing is, I don't have any ups in my life. And my whole life has been a tough time in my life Well, can I hear a little more about your situation? It would really help me in answering your question. But I want to tell you a true story of mine. It was my first time taking the DMV driver's test, and I was really excited because I knew I would be able to drive myself to school after this, but I was also very nervous. So, I prayed about it and I felt a little better. So, I took the test, and I failed! I was so sad and ashamed that I started to feel awful inside. I felt that God had left me and that the failure was a punishment of some sort. ( a little too dramatic, I know). I also felt bad about letting my family down, since my mom had just taken off from her shift for nothing. I was still shaking and crying as my mom was driving me to school. The only thought was "Why would God let me fail? I prayed about this! Shouldn't things have worked out?" And then, suddenly, as we were driving down the street, we were launched forward in our seats (we were going 45 mph), but our seatbelts restrained us. Our car had come to a screeching hault. The truck in front of us had stopped suddenly because there was an accident in front of it. Thought that if I had been driving, I would have definitely crashed at 45 mph into the truck that was in front of me. Then it dawned on me. God let me fail that day so I wouldn't be able to drive and collide with the truck! God is so amazing. I hope I helped. confused heart
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Posted: Mon Feb 12, 2007 5:09 pm
EMINATOR Bartling EMINATOR If you're going through a tough time in your life, a lowpoint, that doesn't mean that God hates you. Everyone has ups and downs in their life. I'm sure not everyone hates you. I don't, for example don't hate you. Just give it time and be patient and know that God is in control, and so everything will work out for the best. The thing is, I don't have any ups in my life. And my whole life has been a tough time in my life Well, can I hear a little more about your situation? It would really help me in answering your question. But I want to tell you a true story of mine. It was my first time taking the DMV driver's test, and I was really excited because I knew I would be able to drive myself to school after this, but I was also very nervous. So, I prayed about it and I felt a little better. So, I took the test, and I failed! I was so sad and ashamed that I started to feel awful inside. I felt that God had left me and that the failure was a punishment of some sort. ( a little too dramatic, I know). I also felt bad about letting my family down, since my mom had just taken off from her shift for nothing. I was still shaking and crying as my mom was driving me to school. The only thought was "Why would God let me fail? I prayed about this! Shouldn't things have worked out?" And then, suddenly, as we were driving down the street, we were launched forward in our seats (we were going 45 mph), but our seatbelts restrained us. Our car had come to a screeching hault. The truck in front of us had stopped suddenly because there was an accident in front of it. Thought that if I had been driving, I would have definitely crashed at 45 mph into the truck that was in front of me. Then it dawned on me. God let me fail that day so I wouldn't be able to drive and collide with the truck! God is so amazing. I hope I helped. confused heart Okay heres the thing: Every day, people tell me to go away and leave me alone. I have absolutely no friends and never had no matter how nice i am and everything bad always seems to happen to me. Like I failed ALL of last semester no matter how hard i tried to bring it up, the score seemed to stay the same. And a little bit before the end of the school year, last year: I got a cigarette permanantly burned into the back of my neck. He was put in jail for a very long time for that and the fact that he already had a warrent out for his arrest. Over the summer, his friends attacked me... extremely high, and i put 2 of 4 of them in jail for a bit. I got attacked for THAT by their friends and then just TODAY i was attacked by the cigarette guy's gf who had a kid with him.... underage... and my shirt is ripped from that and im in dramatic shock like i was over the summer. Also, up til i was 9 i was always wetting my pants at school and the bed which left me no friends. And today i am an infantilist and my mom found me out a bit and she got pissed off and if she knew the full extent, she'd disown me, as the rest of the world would including the rest of my family. All of this as well as a ton of small things lead me to sometimes considering suicide, which i am too scared to die because i know ill go to hell cause i am sure God must hate me and he has disowned me as well. Because of that i sometimes swear at him for treating me this way and that nothing good has ever come to my life emo
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 12:30 pm
Bartling EMINATOR Bartling EMINATOR If you're going through a tough time in your life, a lowpoint, that doesn't mean that God hates you. Everyone has ups and downs in their life. I'm sure not everyone hates you. I don't, for example don't hate you. Just give it time and be patient and know that God is in control, and so everything will work out for the best. The thing is, I don't have any ups in my life. And my whole life has been a tough time in my life Well, can I hear a little more about your situation? It would really help me in answering your question. But I want to tell you a true story of mine. It was my first time taking the DMV driver's test, and I was really excited because I knew I would be able to drive myself to school after this, but I was also very nervous. So, I prayed about it and I felt a little better. So, I took the test, and I failed! I was so sad and ashamed that I started to feel awful inside. I felt that God had left me and that the failure was a punishment of some sort. ( a little too dramatic, I know). I also felt bad about letting my family down, since my mom had just taken off from her shift for nothing. I was still shaking and crying as my mom was driving me to school. The only thought was "Why would God let me fail? I prayed about this! Shouldn't things have worked out?" And then, suddenly, as we were driving down the street, we were launched forward in our seats (we were going 45 mph), but our seatbelts restrained us. Our car had come to a screeching hault. The truck in front of us had stopped suddenly because there was an accident in front of it. Thought that if I had been driving, I would have definitely crashed at 45 mph into the truck that was in front of me. Then it dawned on me. God let me fail that day so I wouldn't be able to drive and collide with the truck! God is so amazing. I hope I helped. confused heart Okay heres the thing: Every day, people tell me to go away and leave me alone. I have absolutely no friends and never had no matter how nice i am and everything bad always seems to happen to me. Like I failed ALL of last semester no matter how hard i tried to bring it up, the score seemed to stay the same. And a little bit before the end of the school year, last year: I got a cigarette permanantly burned into the back of my neck. He was put in jail for a very long time for that and the fact that he already had a warrent out for his arrest. Over the summer, his friends attacked me... extremely high, and i put 2 of 4 of them in jail for a bit. I got attacked for THAT by their friends and then just TODAY i was attacked by the cigarette guy's gf who had a kid with him.... underage... and my shirt is ripped from that and im in dramatic shock like i was over the summer. Also, up til i was 9 i was always wetting my pants at school and the bed which left me no friends. And today i am an infantilist and my mom found me out a bit and she got pissed off and if she knew the full extent, she'd disown me, as the rest of the world would including the rest of my family. All of this as well as a ton of small things lead me to sometimes considering suicide, which i am too scared to die because i know ill go to hell cause i am sure God must hate me and he has disowned me as well. Because of that i sometimes swear at him for treating me this way and that nothing good has ever come to my life emo God will never leave you. He will never disown you and he will always be with you. Just don't lose faith in Him! And for your infantilism, remember that God made you and that he made you the way he wants you to be. I know that it may be hard for others to accept you for who you are, but just pray about it. Do you go to Chuch? Talk to your pastor. You could problably find a great support group for you there at Church, people who accept you for who you are. So most of your problems seemed to be started with the cigarette mark, and how the man's friends continued to hurt you. In this case, it seems that they are causing you the pain, and eventually God will see to it that they get their justice. Also, the more I think of it, your story sounds similar to the book of Job. It's a story about a ritgheous man lost everything and horrible things happened to him right after another. I reccomend you read it, here's a link to the story: http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?book_id=22&chapter=1&version=49I'm praying for you and I hope everything works out for you! ~Eminator
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Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 2:16 pm
Wow, thanks. I do go to church and do you mean like the Sheperd Groups? I'm in that but otherwise I'm not sure what you mean by a support group. Still, I don't think I can openly talk to people about my infantilism
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 12:52 pm
Bartling Wow, thanks. I do go to church and do you mean like the Sheperd Groups? I'm in that but otherwise I'm not sure what you mean by a support group. Still, I don't think I can openly talk to people about my infantilism It's normal not to want to come out with something like infantilism. But when you're ready, I recommend talking to your pastor first, he or she would be able to help you more on a personal level than coming out in a group. Shepherd Groups are great! When I said support group, I meant several people that know about your situation with God and can help you with it. I'm still praying for you ~Eminator
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 11:25 pm
Okay, bad problem here:
I just found out that my church is highly against gay people cause it is against the bible and all that crap. They refuse to admit to the fact that they are often born that way: as God made them. This worries me in my infantilism as well. Also, in my mom's single's group at church, they seem to be very sexist and predgudist as well. Which makes me think the rest of the church thinks that way. When I say sexist, I mean they think that the wife should do all the cooking and cleaning. I find this a load of you-know-what! stare
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 12:45 pm
Bartling Okay, bad problem here: I just found out that my church is highly against gay people cause it is against the bible and all that crap. They refuse to admit to the fact that they are often born that way: as God made them. This worries me in my infantilism as well. Also, in my mom's single's group at church, they seem to be very sexist and predgudist as well. Which makes me think the rest of the church thinks that way. When I say sexist, I mean they think that the wife should do all the cooking and cleaning. I find this a load of you-know-what! stare How bad is your infantilism? Just because your mother's friends think that way, doesn't mean that your whole church thinks that way. There may be someone like you in the church who is afraid to come out with who they really are. I understand what you mean with the sexism (in the way you talked about above). I live in Hicktown, North Carolina. (It's not really Hicktown, but that's what it really should be called!) There are so many Traditional churches here, that I can't even count them. I belong to a conservative church, but not too conservative. But there are still several people who are sexist so I understand the sexism you're talking about here. I have found that the youth (14-18 year olds) in my church (including me smile ) don't fully agree with sexism and what most conservative Christians think. Many of the youth in my church are liberal and open about things like homosexuality. I'm not saying you have to come out to them, but maybe touch on some topics with them to see what they think... maybe? I don't know, I just felt very compelled to tell you this. Praying for you ~Eminator
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Posted: Thu Feb 15, 2007 10:15 pm
What do you mean by 'how bad is your infantilism'? I hope you didn't read the definition in the dicionary cause just for the record, that is dead wrong cause it isn't a mental illness.
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Posted: Fri Feb 16, 2007 6:49 pm
Bartling What do you mean by 'how bad is your infantilism'? I hope you didn't read the definition in the dicionary cause just for the record, that is dead wrong cause it isn't a mental illness. Oh, my bad, I should have been more specific. I just meant, how bad are your urges? Is wearing a diaper all you want to do? ~Praying for you, EMINATOR
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Posted: Fri Feb 16, 2007 10:58 pm
No,He loves every single living thing on this earth.
I recomend prayer,strongest thing in the world.
He will never leave you,The BIBLE says that.
Remember the story about when Jesus slept while his diciples were in the storm?
They woke him up,he calmed the storm,but he scolded them for non-faith.
Tutor=YES =]
Ask your mom/dad/parent/friend to help you study.
Take home all the books that your having difficulties with and study.
Limit your time on Gaia.
Study every day.
~~God Bless heart
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