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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2007 3:29 pm
Hello everyone,
My name is Tarka and this is my journal. I'm going to use this journal to keep track of things that are going on in my life. Sometimes when I'm having trouble with things I like to put it down into text so that I can see it. It helpes me think about it logically to find the best way to go about it.
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Posted: Sun Apr 15, 2007 8:14 am
// My Motivation //
I started looking into a system to watch my weight when my father went to the doctors for his physical. Mind he probably hasn't had a full physical since before I was born, which is about 20+ years. When the results came in he was told that his cholosterol was off the charts and that he needed to do something about it. If he can't improve his condition with a diet he'll probably have to go in for surgery to clean out his arterys. So I decided to go on a diet with him so that he didn't have to go through it alone. I know that I have my own deamons to deal with because my will power isn't as strong as I'd like it to be, but I'll keep trying.
I'm going to be keeping my eyes open for reciepies that are quick and healthy meals that I can use on a weekly basis.
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Posted: Mon Apr 16, 2007 6:09 pm
// Bartending Class // & $$ Savings Update $$
I had my first bartending class tonight. I haven't done anything with it yet, but it looks promising. I don't know what I'm going to do with it yet, but mostly it's just something for me to do in the evenings so that I'm not boared and snacking on something yummy and bad for me.I've been slaving away at work like crazy and I'm hoping that it's going to pay off soon. I'm trying to save some money for my future because I've realized that I really have nothing saved.
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Posted: Thu Apr 19, 2007 7:07 pm
Ah Tarka heart heart heart heart I'll help you to.......you need to come out to the pool with me!!!!!!!! heart heart heart
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Posted: Sun Apr 22, 2007 7:15 am
Thanks Koji, I'll keep that in mind. I might even join you if this little problem wasn't getting in the way. . .
// Fatgue!! // & $$ Savings Update $$
Lately I've been tired all the time. I wake up tired. I go to work tired. I'm tiredafter work. I go to sleep tired. Only to wake up tired.
My body is sore and the seemes to be nothing I can do about it. Maybe if I get out and start doing more activities it won't be so bad, but on the other hand it could be worse. I'm trying to save up $10,000 dollars for my new life (you can see my progress in my sig) and I think it's driving me to work a little harder than I should. I know I can reach my goal, I have to, it's the only reall goal that I've set for myself since college.
So back to me being tired, does anyone have any good suggestions? I've done the energy drink thing, but there too much sugar and can really funk up your internal clock. I've been off them for a while now and I don't care go go back.
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2007 6:26 am
// Active Living //
So the other day I went paintballing, which was good fun. Other than getting shot in the butt I think the day went pretty good. We then finished the day off with some baseball, so by the end of it all I was feeling pretty good. I always like having a long shower after paintball, cuz then you get to find all the places you got hit that you didn't realize before.
So I was up the next morning (Today) at 6:30am to go running with the boys, because they wanted to. I wasn't as fast as they were, but I tried anyway and didn't do to badly. It's not really a bad way to start your day, but I think it would be a little rough to do every day.
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Posted: Thu May 03, 2007 8:58 am
// Sad Realization // I've realized that I'm over weight, to put it nicely. Approx. 60lb over. Now I don't know about you, but to me thats a lot. I don't even know if my body will allow me to loose that much weight, but I know it's there and if it will come off I'm going to make it. I feel lame about being so body conscious, but it's hard not to be in todays society. I don't exactly have people telling me that I'm fat, but they don't have to see me naked either. I feel like I have a tomboy body, like I should of been a man or something. Oh well maybe I'm designed for some greater purpose.
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