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 Posted: Mon Apr 23, 2007 8:19 pm
August 23, 2007
Mood: bored
Song: Game Show Network! Woot for 70's game shows!!! Oh snap. It's been almost 2 months since I updated. Gees, that's too long so here I go but I don't promise much! domokun
So right now I have been pretty busy. I am working two jobs and going to school. One of the jobs is mad lame but the other is pretty cool. I am a shadow for a 4 year old autistic girl. (If you don't know what I mean by shadow it is like an aide but different, like, I'm less involved to make her more independent.) I am only taking three classes this semester because that's all I need to graduate from my college and go to another university.
Let's see, what else has happened in the last two months. I had my 20th birthday in July. It was nice. My friends threw me a small party and made me cake. Neal took me to Busch Gardens for it too so that made it even better, even though it was a month late trip. But my dog also died sad I just tell myself that she is finally getting some good rest. I have been trying to get on towns more since I stopped going on so if you see me, say hi!
Okay, well I can't think of anything else. dramallama
Confused?
My most recent post is the one above you. But you will also find a copy of it as the most recent post by me. This way I can keep comments straight with the posts that they concern but make it easier for you to see my most recent by having it up front. If you are still confused let me know. (Especially since I'm not sure my directions make any sense.)
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 5:58 am
May 3, 2007
Mood: sleepy
Song: "believe" she This is my first real entry. I've had a few random comments and thoughts but here is where everything will fall into play. Today was a pretty good day for me. I am lucky enough to live near the ocean so today a friend of mine that I haven't seen a long time were able to go to the beach and hang out. (better news, I didn't burn!) When I first started dating my beau I sort of abandoned two of my best friends, not completely but still. It took me a little to realize that I did this but once I realized it I still found it hard to fix it. I want to spend time with them and my beau but dividing time for everyone plus a job and school isn't easy. Most of my spare time is devoted to my beau, and I am definitely not complaining, but I find that I miss my friends too. I want the best of both worlds but I know that isn't going to happen. So when I do hang out with my friends, I really cherish our time together. Perhaps maybe I need to start like a "girls night" to make sure I set aside the time for them. I bet I sound like a terrible person for leaving my friends for a guy but please take into consideration that no one else makes me happier then him, its not like I am just there for cheap thrills. We have been dating for almost a year and a half with no end insight. (Also, I moved away to college for a good chunk of the year so that stopped me from seeing them too. )I believe that I have my priorities straight but I just don't time for all the time. But its odd, I am always starved for time but I want it to go faster. I guess that is one of the many ironies of life.
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Posted: Fri May 04, 2007 10:56 pm
May 4, 2007
Mood: existential (not really a mood but it fits)
Song: "evil" interpol I'm not one to want to write a journal entry everyday. I find, for at least my style and thought process, that if I do it will become menial and irrelevant. However, today I feel I have good reason. Have you ever heard the saying that "those who can't do, teach." Many of you know that it is my current goal to become a teacher. Even though I feel like teaching is what I want to do, I feel like it isn't being culturally accepted around me. I feel very pressured because I can "do." More or less I am an ambitious, straight A student and I know, if I wanted, I could be more. I could go further. Until today this has bothered me quite a bit. But today, my beau was talking to me about a variety of things, but through this he made me realize that what would be the point of going further, being all that I can be, if in the end, I am not happy. So maybe by choosing to teach I am not selling myself short. Rather I am making myself fuller by making myself happy, because in the end of it all, what else do we really have.
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Posted: Tue May 08, 2007 9:05 am
Hah, I am a LITTLE bit confused on how you work your journal but power to ya! The selling yourself short bit is interesting but I don't think I'd be too concerned. In my opinion life is just a learning experience with the goal of finding happiness and possibly spiritual guidence. Life is the most complicated thing one can explain but at the same time is so simple. Do what makes you feel right, if teaching is what will make you smile for years to come, and give you self satisfaction when you're an old little anon then go for it.
Also being with neal is very understandable. you can't rely on your friends to stay around you your whole life anyway. Eventually they will move onto more important things and have to make a decision like you did. Be happy smile
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Posted: Wed May 16, 2007 10:38 am
May 16, 2007
Mood: mentally exhausted and a bit physically too
Song: "bump" spank rock I feel the need to write something but I'm not exactly sure how much information I want to share. I'm not one that is easily able to express myself verbally so maybe I can write it down. A lot has been going through my mind lately, making me feel more then confused.(I thought I might be able to get myself to go into details but I can't.) On top of that, I have been busy with school and work lately so I feel like I haven't had time for just me and I don't know when I will have time. My days off will be spend with my family that is coming in for my sisters graduation. Then my cycle starts over again. Maybe even with more stuff on top of it. I know I shouldn't want time to go faster, I just wish I could get a start on my life. I guess this is just another entry that is mainly just me rambling.
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Posted: Fri May 18, 2007 8:47 pm
[May 18, 2007
Mood: D. none of the above.
Song: "remind me" by royksopp I'm much better now. I'm still busy but I finally had a day off today and I don't have as much on my mind. My little sisters high school graduation is tomorrow so I'm going to go to that. We have some family in that I haven't seen in a few years so that is nice. Other then that everything is normal. I just didn't feel like leaving my ranting post up.
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2007 10:05 am
June 8, 2007
Mood: frazzled
Song: "Their Law" by the Prodigy Woot for First June Post!
So, let's see, I have been uber busy lately. I'm working close to 40 hours a week, taking stupid internet classes, being a chauffeur for my mom (sorry loves, I don't want to go into detail on that so I'll leave you hanging) and trying to remain mentally stable or let alone sane. Better yet, there is little sign of it ending anytime soon plus I just applied to get a second job! Why? Because I'm failing on the sanity part of my to do list. Hopefully though sometime next month Neal and I might take a weekend vacation and maybe that'll help my sanity. So there is an update of what I have been doing!
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2007 10:10 am
D: Poor Anon. You sound extremely busy ;-;
Hang in there and goodluck with everything!
- Have a great summer biggrin
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 9:17 am
Vacation!? That would be great. I havent been exactly 'busy' lately but raher other things have been more interesting for me to do than be on gaia so much. I've been drawing a bit and that's been great and also my friend has been hanging out. I'm glad I'm doing some guild updating though :3
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Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 8:40 pm
June 13, 2007
Mood: sleepy
Song: ambiance of the Daily Show Heads up, I'm not sure how the flow of this entry is going to go so bear with me. Okay so lately I have been trying to get a credit card but no one wants to give me one. Why do I want a credit card? To build up my credit. Why won't they give me a credit card? Because I have no credit. stare I have tried two companies already with no luck and yesterday I applied at a third. Has anyone ever heard of the saying "Third times a charm"? Was it? Yeah, I didn't think so. I guess I will find out in 7-10 business days.
But on a lighter note, I took my final for my internet class today. THANK GOD! I never want to take another internet class again. I don't mind half and half but all internet and during the summer semester? No thank you. All I have to go it drive to the main campus of my school and turn in a paper and I will be done with my classes! Until June 25 of course because I am taking another one, but this time at least it is in a classroom. I have to go everyday but hey, it'll be like high school.....sort of. Which is a good thing since I hated high school.
On an even lighter note, I'm excited about the next two days since my friend who is in the navy is on leave so I get to see her. I saw her briefly on Sunday but because of my class I couldn't do much. Now I can. Woot! I'm not sure what we will do yet but I don't really care.
I think that this is my longest entry yet. Perhaps because I am over tired and delirious. Or maybe I just feel like ranting...kind of. How about both? Or is it all three? Wait, what was that? Yeah, okay. I'll go to bed. Goodnight.
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 8:18 pm
June 27, 2007
Mood: worried
Song: "Battle Royale" Does it Offend you, yeah? arrow So much on my mind, so little brain space. But hopefully within a week it'll lessen. Do you want details? Maybe next time
arrow I finally got some credit cards. Time to go shopping! Okay not really, but the thought was nice.
arrow I need to move out but I'm too cheap/poor too.
arrow I applied for a new job, wish me good luck.
arrow I started a new class. So far so good.
arrow I love my music. See that song up there. Listen to it. It'll rot your brain out. It'll be great.
arrow Okay, I think I'm done.
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Posted: Tue Jun 26, 2007 9:21 pm
Haha.. Don't worry Anon. I'm sure everything will work out just peachy. Money comes with time and effort. ...Though I always give mine away or burn through it. Haha! Anyways.. Good luck getting the new job. And doing well in your new class. blaugh What is the class you are taking anyways? Of course, if you do not want to tell me you do not have to. -Cry- domokun -Goes off to find the song- Edit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSAPkhZ--BYThat one? If so.. Awesome. razz And I just realized I'm practicing tricking just to be cpnsidered a Power Ranger.. s**t. Life is unfair. Or maybe I can make a clan that makes fun of power rangers.. I just need some females that would actually be willing to do free running/Parkour. Gah! Life is totally unfair. rofl
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Posted: Wed Jun 27, 2007 11:24 am
Karum Haha.. Don't worry Anon. I'm sure everything will work out just peachy. Money comes with time and effort. ...Though I always give mine away or burn through it. Haha! Anyways.. Good luck getting the new job. And doing well in your new class. blaugh What is the class you are taking anyways? Of course, if you do not want to tell me you do not have to. -Cry- domokun -Goes off to find the song- Edit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSAPkhZ--BYThat one? If so.. Awesome. razz And I just realized I'm practicing tricking just to be cpnsidered a Power Ranger.. s**t. Life is unfair. Or maybe I can make a clan that makes fun of power rangers.. I just need some females that would actually be willing to do free running/Parkour. Gah! Life is totally unfair. rofl haha yeah that is it. I never saw that video though. I can't decided whether it is the actually video or some one with too much time. As for my class I am taking Human Development. I don't really need it but I transered schools and I need to have a certain amount of credits to get my AA there and I don't need that many to technically get it so I have to take 2 bs classes to get them. This is one of them. I bet you'd be an awesome power ranger.
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Posted: Wed Jul 18, 2007 2:06 pm
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY D: Im sorry I missed it gonk
how was it? heart
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Posted: Thu Aug 23, 2007 12:16 pm
August 23, 2007
Mood: bored
Song: Game Show Network! Woot for 70's game shows!!! Oh snap. It's been almost 2 months since I updated. Gees, that's too long so here I go but I don't promise much! domokun
So right now I have been pretty busy. I am working two jobs and going to school. One of the jobs is mad lame but the other is pretty cool. I am a shadow for a 4 year old autistic girl. (If you don't know what I mean by shadow it is like an aide but different, like, I'm less involved to make her more independent.) I am only taking three classes this semester because that's all I need to graduate from my college and go to another university.
Let's see, what else has happened in the last two months. I had my 20th birthday in July. It was nice. My friends threw me a small party and made me cake. Neal took me to Busch Gardens for it too so that made it even better, even though it was a month late trip. But my dog also died sad I just tell myself that she is finally getting some good rest. I have been trying to get on towns more since I stopped going on so if you see me, say hi!
Okay, well I can't think of anything else. dramallama
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