Enjoy ^.^

I hate how you make me feel
Tearing myself from the inside
All for you
Over nothing
I can’t stand how you belittle me
Make me feel so worthless
I want to disappear
And go somewhere
Where I am not damned to this life
Whatever living really means
You see me sit there everyday
Watching me watch you
But you say nothing
You never do
Letting me rot from the inside
Fused with such a burning hate
That I scold myself
But hating myself more because
Hating you makes me love you more
If there was anything holy in this world
It would have taken me away
Driven away the demons that follow me
Pushed you away so that I could close my eyes
And not see you
Scarring me deep down where you cannot see
A place you thought was long dead
And what inconvenience would have been brought to you…
If you had saved me?
What other lies has passed from your lips…
Reaching eager ears?
You say one
And mean another
And for all this
I hate you
But what I really mean is
I love you
And I’m sorry