|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 8:39 pm
I decided it was fun to write wtf stories. Anyway, in the wtf line is rivals. This turns the love triangle upside-down. This time I'll write from two charaters points of view, Amane and Yaya.
I also made Yaya and Amane a little darker and Kenjou not the bad guy. Hikari is still the innocent victim here. You just can't make her evil.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Jul 01, 2007 9:04 pm
Yaya
Yaya was at the window looking out at Amane. It ends up she found a spot where she could watch and not be seen. God, why is she so...its so hard to descibe. The beauty is becoming a problem though. Yaya twisted her hair. The chick is treading on my space.
I used to be the most popular girl on campus before Amane was here. At my elementry school, I was worshipped for my voice. For several years now, Amane has been taking that spot. I can never expess my feelings, even if I had the courage to. That would mean defeat. I couldn't stand that. I'll be weak in others eyes. So now, I silently watch the girl as she does her early morning pratice. The white horse makes her look more like a guy, more like a prince. I remembered when I first saw her and mistaked her for a guy. We both laughed it off back then. Back then, we weren't rivals. Back then I had a chance. Its just like me not to act. I never act and what I want slips away. I'll hold on to what I have now at least.
I slip back into the room and hide underneath the covers. I look at the clock. One more hour to sleep, one more hour to dream, one more hour to go into perfect land. I wonder what form it will take this night. I close my eyes.
Suddenly, I am transported into a castle room. My black hair falls over a purple violent dress meant for a princess, not for a slacker like me. I look in the mirror and awe at myself. Then someone knocks on my door. Coming thuru the doorway is Amane.
"Yaya." Amane's hand is open for me, open for me to grab it. I want to reach it, but the clothes seem to hold me back. They weren't my style. They change back into my Spica uniform. I am embarrassed beyond belief. I blush.
"You look beauful in anything Yaya. I..." The alarm cuts off Amane's voice. I figure out that it was just a dream. Just a dream, but it was a great one. I didn't want to get out of bed. Maybe if I close my eyes, I can hear those last words. No such luck. Hikari begins shaking my sholder.
"Yaya, its time to wake up. You can't be late for choir practice again."
"I'm coming." Truth is, I didn't see any purpose in trying anymore. I'll always be outdone so might as well not even try. I get more sleep that way and more free time. What I do with that free time Hikari shall never know. I don't spy on Amane's practices, I really don't. I would never do such a thing.
I changed and walked out of the dorms. Then, me and Hikari ran right into Amane. No, not this early in the morning. I'm still sleepy. Maybe this is a dream. I rub my eye. No dream. Its real. Why now when Hikari is right beside me? She'll notice. I feel like everyone can see what I am feeling right now. I know its impossible and everyone thinks we are ememies, but still. I freeze up and let Hikari talk to Amane.
Hikari blushes when she talks. I turn away. I didn't want to see. I had a hate burning deep inside of me against Hikari. I didn't want her to take away Amane. Plus, I couldn't stand it if she did take away Amane. Both of them being together made me sick to my stomach. I wanted to puke at this very moment. I wanted it to land on Hikari.
Yaya, no. Hikari is your best friend. She has always been here for you. No way you can think of doing something that nasty to her. You don't want her as your rival Yaya. You don't want to lose her like you did Amane, do you?
Yaya replied to the little voice in her head, "I don't really care." I don't want Amane taken away by anyone. Yaya now had her resolve. She will stop this budding romance from taking off. It didn't matter if it was her best friend, if anything got in her way, she'll crush it to the ground. Sorry Hikari, your dream will have to be sacrifed for mine.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Mon Jul 02, 2007 12:54 pm
Amane
Amane was on starlight, getting in pratice in the early hours of the morning. Starlight went around the wrong corner due to a noise. Then, Amane thought she saw Yaya looking out a window. No way could that be. She hates me. A lot. I wish she could see though that hate though. My feelings for her burn truer than God's fire but she can't see though the mask of hate.
It wasn't always this way. When we first came here to Spica, we talked and laughed. I remember on the first day when she took me for a guy. We both were laughing then but that is no more. I guess I should forget my feelings. Its been four years with no reply. Its the reason I won't resieve any gifts. I've been holding out for Yaya.
Her hair is dark and her eyes are a mystery. You can never see what is behind them. It is like they are almost hiding something. No girl I ever met has eyes like Yaya's. Her voice is that of an angel, though her face seems to mask the soul that is in her voice. I look forword to the choir preformance every year so I can hear that voice. It touches me deep inside my soul. I try hard to impress her, but nothing ever works. Every hurdle I jump over, each one higher than the next one, seems to never please her. In fact, it seems to make her hate me more. Why would she do such a thing? I've been trying so hard.
I find myself back at the stables at Spica and I put Starlight away. My mind is still on Yaya. Suddenly, I realize why she hates me so much. Every amazing thing I do outshines her. When I think about it, it would piss off any normal person. I hit myself in the head. How could I be so stupid? She thinks I am her rival, the one she has to beat. I'm in a hole now though. If I stop preforming, the whole school of Spica will be mad at me. Not just a normal mad either. Man, I am so screwed. Maybe I can explain everything to her. Yeah, thats it. I can go past her in the hall and talk to her. My mind is set. Now is the time to tell Yaya my thoughts.
Amane marched down the hall. Yaya was with Hikari. Crap. Why does she always have to be at Yaya's side? Neither the less, Amane was polite. Yaya would hate her for sure if she hurt her best friend. Even if she was getting away.
"Hello." Yaya didn't reply. She just stared at him with an emty glaze. It was devoid of meaning. No emotion could be seen in it. It was neither hate nor love, just icey coldness. The hate was more warm than this emtiness. For the first time, Amane wished for Yaya to hate her. At least that was a familar emotion. She couldn't handle this. Yaya never stared at her this coldly.
It was a while before Amane realized Hikari was speaking. She just nodded her head and smiled. She pretended to pay attition to her, but her eyes and mind were on Yaya alone.
"See you later." Amane said to Yaya and Hikari. Amane sat down at the base of a tree. The branches provided shade and a place to think. Maybe this wasn't destined to be. No matter what I do, all I resieve is hate, so why to I want to cling on to this? When I try to confess, all I get is Hikari in my way. Its better if I don't cause Yaya anymore pain. All I do is give her more pain with more attemps at love.
But how could I forget this? A voice answered inside my head, with another love, one that you focus your complete attition on. There would be no room for Yaya in your brain then. Your effections for Yaya will be gone and so will her pain. You'll be happy with another person.
Its probably the best idea I've got. Amane decided to go with it. Now who to place my feelings on. Who is like Yaya but unlike Yaya? Amane walked past the church and saw the choir and saw Yaya. She looked down the row and right next to Yaya was her answer. Hikari.
Hikari was a decent looking girl. Her bloude hair and blue eyes got her a lot of complements as so did her kind dementor. She had a nice singing voice, though not quite as good as Yaya's and had deciation to the choir. She was open and didn't have a boyfriend or girlfriend or preplanned marriage.
The main diffence was Yaya was a more than a little more hardcore and stubborn than Hikari. Still...with no affection, I doupt Hikari will accept me either.
Then the choir noticed me. s**t. I heard the shouts. "Amane-sempai! Amane-sempai!" Then I noticed something. Hikari blushed at me when she looked at me. You mean she has a crush on me? This is just too perfect. Tomarrow morning, I'll take her off her feet on Starlight. She'll be thrilled, and Yaya will be happy. After I while, I'll be happy.
Amane began to smile. Everything is going to fall into place. Well, that is what she thought.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Jul 06, 2007 11:35 am
Yaya
Yaya sat and waited for Hikari. She didn't return from her little walk. She never slept. She was beginning to get worried. Yaya ran to her hiding spot just in time to see the scene between Hikari and Amane. Yaya was shocked. Hands touching, and then Hikari got on Starlight with Amane. Not only that, but Amane helped her up onto Starlight. They rode off together into the brink of dawn.
No way they are together, right? No way could the crush take off. It seemed like Amane never noticed Hikari. How? She was always so busy outshining me that she never noticed other people. What made her notice Hikari? What gives her the right to go out with my best friend? Not only that, but they looked perfect togther. They were princess and prince. Yaya could never be a princess. Maybe Hikari was ment to be with Amane, her being the first one Amane noticed.
Yaya walked back to her room and shut the door. It wasn't like I was ever going to act on my feelings, so I shouldn't be surpised. Why am I so sad then? I prepared myself perfectly for this day, but I guess I didn't think it'll be so soon and with Hikari. That is what really distrberbs me. If it was someone I didn't know, I would have no problem with that. Its Hikari. That means Amane will be around me all the time and my feelings won't die out. Hikari will see them eventually though jealousy. I don't really want to ruin our friendship. She is the one that kept me in choir after all, right? I'll quit by now if she didn't show up.
Still, she was her rival now. The best she could do is make it look like it wasn't her. Hikari would be fooled and think it was someone else. The friendship would still last and she'll be there to help Hikari deal with the rejection. She'll never see the betral was indeed her.
Just then, Hikari walked in. "You can't guess what I just did! I went on a ride with Amane-sama."
Yaya replied with a fake happiness. "Thats great Hikari!"
Hikari began to put her clothes on for school. I guess it is about time for me to do that too. Its a start of a new day and things around Spica are going to get a little spicy. Now, who to tell that would be sure to break them up.
Yaya walked by Momomi and Kenjou. The two student concil members. Perfect. They would do anything to be etoile. Anything, including breaking apart the other pairs for Spica.
Yaya pulled over Momomi. "You know I think that Amane and Hikari will make a great pair for etolie. You are going to lose."
"I don't think so!" Momomi stormed off and told the news to Kenjou. She'll say she found it out and this should stop. Amane and Hikari began to talk and soon never noticed she was gone. Take it while you can Hikari. You are going down.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2007 2:39 pm
Amane
Today was the day of that great compition Amane was prepairing for. She turned down all her gifts, just like before. This year, she'll accept Hikari's, if only she could find her. Hikari was no where to be found. I hope she is alright.
Amane looked around. Yaya was there. Okay, that means Hikari is close by. Yaya knows how to take care of her, so don't worry. I mean, what could happen to her? No one found out what I did last night, well, at least not yet, so she is in no danger.
Amane began to load up the horses when she noticed Hikari still wasn't here. She should be here, I mean, everyone that likes me shows up. I see Yaya run in the opposite direction. Hikari is missing and its my fault. I don't know how, but someone saw us and leaked information.
I open the door and Starlight breaks free with me on her back. She seems to understand the situation without me telling her. I hear all the girls screams. I know what they are probably thinking. They all are thinking, where is Amane-sempai going? Is she going to be back? They all think I am innocent, when in truth, I got a girl in big trouble without even liking her. I used her to my avantage to cover up my feelings. Even if it was to save another girl pain, I shouldn't have scarificed her. She didn't know what was coming. She was a pure, innocent angel that had done no wrongs.
I came upon her and Kamame was there with Memomi. "Kaname, what are you thinking? Get away from her!" I shout.
"I was just confessing my love for her. Is that so bad?" Kamame evily smiled back at me. Hikari ran behind me and grabbed the back of my shirt.
I helped Hikari on Starlight. In the trees, I saw Yaya. Unlike normal, my heart didn't beat at her sight. I looked down at Hikari. It beated when I saw her. The plan worked faster than I expected it to. I guess once I realized there was an angel in my mist that was willing to be with me, there is no use in going after another. Yaya would always be in my heart, but it was a love not ment to be. My heart finally realizes this. It doesn't hurt anymore, I'm free.
We get to a clearing. "Hikari, would you like to go on a date on Sunday?"
Hikari smiled and replied, "Sure." Such a angelic smile. As this girl was pure and did nothing wrong, you could see right through her eyes and into her soul. Anyone could. I couldn't do that with Yaya, but Hikari is another story. I go back to the trailer and prepair to leave when Hikari hands me something. "Its a gift for you. I hope you remember me when you are out there."
I look at the yellow scarf. "I sure will Hikari." Even without the scarf, you are always going to be on my mind. Too bad it is going to be out of guilt. I shouldn't have took avantage of you, but now I can't get out. I'm trapped because of your kindness. Now, I can't pull away.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
