i bein bored, so i made a journal thing. i barely write in my real journal....so i dont know how often i'll write in this one. Oh well. sweatdrop
Its a rainy day and cold. I'm suppose to be hangin with my mom since its mothers day. But i hate my parents. there mean. they verbally and mentally abuse me. my mom told me before "your almost 18, you can be suicidal if you want to, im not stopping you" that hurt me. all they ever do is yell at me. My sis is the same and shes 24. she calls me a dyke and that she would be suicidal to if she was me. it hurts so much to see the ones suppose to care dont even care. they act all nice around others. but when im alone all it is, is just yelling no asking nicely. They really ignore me since now my niece is here and shes 2 now. Life is a freaking roller coaster. i hate it, i hate being trapped in this thing called life.
CreepyShadows · Sun May 13, 2007 @ 07:10pm · 0 Comments |