So yeah, just got off the phone with a good friend, who thinks I should break up with my girlfriend. Her logic was all very good, and I can't say I can argue with it, I'm just a chicken s**t. I feel bad about it. I don't want to hurt her, because even if I'm not in love with her, she's still my friend...
I dunno, the whole ******** situation is wierd. Do I do something about it now, or do I just let things run their course? The relationship is probably going to end next semester anyway, because we'll both have huge class loads, plus I have to work my a** off, because my insurance went up. Not to mention we'll be 2 hours away instead of a half an hour...
Plus... I dunno, there's been an interesting twist thrown to me recently, and I'm not sure what to do about it...
Then there's the simple fact that I don't even really want a relationship right now. Flirting, dating, cuddling, sleeping, all these are fine... but I don't want one steady relationship. Is that wrong?
Then again, I'm not even sure if that's true. It would just take someone special. *sigh* I dunno, I dunno, I dunno...
And if she ever reads this, I'm ******** anyway...
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