Okay, these last few days have been TERRIBLE. gonk
My best friend's father died on Sunday. And the most I could do for her is drag along good friend Libby and sing and talk, trying to lighten the mood... gah... im not a very good friend, am I?
My second cousin has terrible cancer and is told that he doesn't have long to live. His wife just got over her mother dying a few months ago, and she herself is a breast cancer survivor. Their daughter has no idea yet, because they don't want it to interfere with end of the year exams. I'm praying for Larry every night, but for some reason I don't think that alone will be enough...
I had an explosion on Saturday. My friends got me terribly upset, and when I tried to call one of them after arguing online, either the line got cut off, her phone was off, or she hung up on me. I can't remember because I was just too mad. I ended up hurling my cell phone at the wall in aggravation, and now the screen is all ******** up. Nice going, Jenn, right? Then my mom somehow managed to get it stuck in my head that they might be smoking pot together, so I went storming all the way to one of their houses all ready for a fight. I ended up going to the wrong house and by the time I got to the other one I ended up collapsing like the weakling I am and crying in one of their arms and admitting I was a b***h like they told me I had been on the computer. Then I went back to one of their houses feeling like a blubbering idiot and left at 11.
And NOW Master Jean is in the hospital from another athesma attack, from what I understand. I want to see her, but she hasn't been admitted into one of the rooms. I would like to be able to see her today, but I dont think I'll be able to. I wanted to go to the house and help Sensei keep the kids in order, by my mom won't let me for a few reasons that I do understand.
And last but not least, I have been having a pounding headache for the past few days around the same time every night, and today I got it in school. I have a five part final in Italian, a final in Science, and then just about every other subject and I am just not ready for it all!
Alright, im done. -.-;
-Jenna (yes, that's my real name)
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