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hmm...A thingy on my life inspired by some people. |
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Ages 1-7
I don't remember much of this,at all,i rememberalot of medical testings,hospital visits,a seizure,and playing in a junkyard full of rusted metal cars with my big brother.My big brother in a way is like a father to me,he raised me when my dad was shooting up or toking and stuff,even if he was beat up for like taking care of me,making sure i got my medicine and stuff...because my father was a sorry a** b*****d dope/crack fiend.I of course was born with abnormally sized kidneys. 1 the size of a peanut (with shell) and one the size of a pea...
Ages 7-10 When I was seven,the doctors said i had to have re-construction surgery on the bridge from my kidneys to my bladder xp when i was eight,on my birthday. On june 5th of that year i had an early birthday party...I tried to act happy,but i just couldn't find it anwhere,the party was at my grandparents house,while there were horses and stuff,anything you'd find at a practical birthday party for a child that age,i hid under the deck and cried. this was a month after my parents decided to divorce.My dad was back on drugs,and he left us,he took everything and left us...i rarely saw him,he came to see me once in the hospital...and told me i'd be okay..i don't remember much before the surgery at all...i remember comming home,the house was wrecked,and i was in pain,my brother was pissed because we couldnt go anywhere because i was so sick,it was so hard to walk,my legs were weak,i had been in the hospital for 2 months since i practicly died on the table.then in the fourth grade or so I met my now best friend Tori,she's always there for me,and that's something good out of that horrible era.
10-Now. my mom's boyfriends have come and gone. 1) Brian was an alchoholic and turned crackhead 2)Scott was a b*****d,and would often throw away my possesions 3) mer current boyfriend is a redneck,and pisses me off. after the divorce in the beginning my mother was an alchoholic but she's just fine now,i had a recent health scare,they say i have to get my operation re done,i've since went into homeschooling due to bully issues..DAMN MEXICAN! scream If i was half the girl then that i am now i would have said no to all the abuse and kicked her a**,but she caused me to develop a minimal eating disorder at age 11! b***h! it's easy how a whole school can cause a girl to think she's overweight...tsk...my dad is out of drugs again <i wonder for how long?> he promises me things and dosent give me them,but i don't care.me and tori are still friends though i live an hour away. my dad still lectures me for wearing dark clothes,and tori still tries to kill me for cutting and burning.
AND DON'T YOU DARE FEEL BAD FOR ME!
.-[DiAmOnD SpIdErWeBs]-. · Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 12:02am · 2 Comments |
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