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I stand in the rain and watch as the blood from my body sink into my skin or wash off..
I realized what i did and now im scared to tell you my sin..Im scared that you wont love me any more..
I'm scared that you might you might want to stay away..So I run away never to return, The souls of the ones
i killed followed me reminding me of my sin and i will pay with my life soon..But befor i left i gave you a note that told about my sin and i hope you can still love me..even thought im a killer..I never stoped runing and i could still see the blood on my heads and still hear the screms in my head..I want them to leave but the never will..I know they to make the pain stop but i dont want to die...So many people would be so sad but other would be happy..i just to make the pain stop, My pain truned into hate and anger so i keep killing not knowing when to stop..The blood and screams still stay but i try to not to think of them..My tears have truned into tears of blood, my eyes have truned black,and im now heartless..I find the one i love and he seems to be happy..im coverd in blood and ready to kill but he just hugs me..he told me he still loved me and that he is gonna help me get rid of the pain and the voices..my wanted to kill had stoped the blood washed off in the rain and the vocies dissapperd as he gave me a kiss..my tears ran down my face happy to know that everything would be ok..knowing im still loved..