it seems latly that everything has been going wrong. My grandma in california (arnold schwartineger ^^) is dying of cancer and any day now she will pass away. in her will she is spliting her money 3 ways for her three children (patty,mike, and my dad) since mike killed himself his share is going to be split between his 2 daughters and all they are wanting is the money and they're just waiting for my grandma to up and die... i have been eesdropping lately (like i always do) and i heard mum talking about my daddies past. when my dad was 2 his mum devorced his dad because he was an alcoholic. so when my dad was 5 they went to check on him and he and his mum walked in to find that he had killed himself... plus my friends seem realy down lately. one is going ro a shrink but i think that is very brave of her to seek help (if she needs it) my mom says the strongest people are the ones who ask for help. and my other friend seems down in the dumps about love.... on top of that, my cousin maura had called my mum early in the morning on sun. crying and everything and just wanted someone to talk to (she has depression) and she was saying that she needed help and wanted to go to an institution b/c she had cut herslef again. but aunt katy said lets wait one mare day and my mum got mad at her for that (long story) ((ya and thats why they came over on sun.)) so pretty much this seems like a hard time of life right now.....or maybe i'm finnally realizing whats going on now... and maybe this has always been around...
Mameha-san · Tue Apr 26, 2005 @ 12:09am · 1 Comments |