I found out friday that Im not pregnant.. I dont know why im posting this in my journal but I am! Maybe I just need to write it all out... Anyway... Not many people knew that there was a possibility.. I think Michael is a lot more happy than I am.. Which is to be expected since hes a guy! Im having a lot of mixed emotions about it. Im happy because I wont have a kid yet and I can go farther with school and finish my senior year and what not.. But Im sad.. because im not gonna be a mom yet.. Ive really wanted to and wanted it recently for some reason But I guess I just have to wait.. Theres always the future right? sad
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