As I have nothing to do and I was kind of thinking about doing this since long time ago, today I'm gonna tell the story behind those doubts about "that" person.
I've been a friend of him since long time ago and always thought of him as one of my best friends. We've always talked about everything, any kind of subject, without thinking we were being judged which always made me feel comfortable in opening and discussing things I don't usually talk about. He always did the same too.
We have a place were we usually meet after school, not because we settle a place to meet but because we usually have to go through there to get home. That's where we usually talk, there and sometimes at msn. This was all a normal friendship for me, untill December 2006. He had told me before (in 8th grade) that he liked a girl (I know who she is but I'm not going to tell her name) and I think I was one of the only ones to know about it. Untill now everything is perfect.
One day, in the beggining of school break in December I discovered that he liked someone (I had forgotten about that girl) and as a curious friend I tried to ask him. I spent lots of time that night on msn trying to get an answer from him and when I finally got it I couldn't believe it. He said:" I love you". I was completelly shocked! I remember my heart was about to jump out of my chest and I was feeling weird and the first thing I said was something like: "Are you serious? You really like ME?"
We didn't talk on msn again untill the beggining of school in January. By that time our friendship was a bit weird because the first thing I did was to deny to myself that I liked him and convince myself that he was just a friend. That was what I told to the only person who knows about it besides us: Daniela (not me xp )
PART 2 of the story tonight because I'm tired of writing razz
See ya
