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My mom and her new partner are fighting.
I'm seriously ired of this.
I left so I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore.
If only Brendyn would move up.
Then I wouldn't be so afraid.
I'm so worried about that kid.
He's starting Grade 7 next year.
It's the bad kind of grade seven too,
meaning he won't be starting where everyone is new.
I hate moving,
I hate having to make new friends.
I thought Brendyn was safe from the whole mess.
I hope his good personality keeps him up there.
I don't know though.
His personality is as odd as mine,
in a different sense.
I seriously don't know what to do.
I'm also worried about Mom.
I don't know how well she can handle another break up.
Where would she go?
What would she do?
I'm going down to their house at the end of summer.
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I'm worried for myself.
I don't wanna crack up and make everything worse.
Again.
I hate this!
This worry, this anger, this sadness.
But I don't wish I could have a different family.
I love them all so much.
But nobody up here knows.
I was so happy that day Bryce protected me.
When everyone was here, and he slipped up a bit,
I told him,
"Bryce, they don't know!"
And he fixed it.
I'm sorry
I'll go listen to more random Japanese music.
Splash on that famous happy-go-lucky smile of mine.
I just needed a place to vent.
But if I had posted this on nex...
Oh the horror.
XDD
Thank you.
Airaka Community Member 
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