I sit here everynight just thinking to myself why does it hurt to love? My heart and my eyes hurt so my cause of love. crying heart I try not to cry and just to love but it is so hard not to cry when the one that you love is not here with you and it makes my eyes hurt cause i love him. I try to keep in mind that hes cares about me but it is so hard when he says nothing. But yet he is a male and all and they tend not to show their feelings, but sometimes it would be nice. But when you put your self in someone postion you need to look at what they are going throw and I try but it only makes it harder. Harder not to cry and harder for my heart not to hurt. Some say i worry to much and they are right I do but i can not help it. I try not to love him and only care about him but I cant I find my self more and more everyday falling in love with him. When we are together my heart and my soul and my eyes will not hurt anymore. Becuase he is all i think about always on my mind i love and care about him so much..and i know hell come to me at least i hope heart
then i will be soooo happy...
 ~6~candybaby~9sprincess~ · Tue May 03, 2005 @ 04:37am · 5 Comments |
