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ok ok Im tired of ppl raging on my bc I dont tell them anything about me or im not open about thing's or why I dont tell ppl why I dont tell them I love them it's bc I have gotten hurt so many time's I dont know who to trust or anything. I have mark's on my arm from my abusive sister. anytime she's mad she take's it out on me and my parent's tend to eather turn there head's the other way or take her side I cry myself to sleep sometime's bc I have mark's all over my arm from her and any that I tend to come close to and I can tell anything to eather die or move far far away.... and I feel like that if I get close to ANYONE they will not want to be my friend any more or move away... and Im scared bc my sister has trentend me before and my parent's dont believe me the only two ppl that do is my sister (only bc she is there most of the time) and my friend only bc she is almost going threw the same thing and im afraid of change... because (bc) when thing's change everything tend's to go out of order and stuff.... so there that's why im never open about anything and why I dont like talking about my self the only thing I DO like talking about is my pet's but I've gone thew so many but yea that's my story so you can take that to the bank and one more thing I never smile anymore my smile went away when I lost my best friend and my grandma you lucky if you get me to laugh but I only laugh so I dont cry so there im done I hope you are happy with what you read so yea also comment on what you think just don judge me
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