AH yes, the voilence that i require right now. How i would love to slit a throat just to watch someone bleed someone suffer. I would enjoy watching painful deaths, or feeling teh pain myself. "cause i ******** hate you all. Everysingle little thron that's dug into my side today, everysingle one that has cut me or tried to hurt me. I HATE YOU ALL. ******** OFF! EVERYONE OF YOU! I HOPE TO HELL THAT YOU ALL ******** DIE BECAUSE OF THE s**t YOU'VE DONE TO ME! NONE OF YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE! NONE OF YOU! NONE OF YOU HAVE ENDORUED THE PAIN I HAVE! None of you know. you don't understand, and i know in my heart and mind that you never will. I just for somereaosn feel so voilent. as if anyone came near me i'd kill them. I WISH SOMEONE WOULD JUST TURN ME THE ******** OFF AND ******** FIX ME!
god why am i always so tired? why? why did i and still do suffer so much? why do i find that smiling is so impossible with out certian epople? why does this matter? why do i keep a journal? why tell everyone? nothing helps. nothing but teh cuts that linger all over my body.
KnivesTG · Sat May 07, 2005 @ 03:21am · 6 Comments |