This is the first night I have had away from Lee in over a year. It feels a bit odd and I am not sure yet if I truely like it or if I will miss the time with him. I do hope this betters our relationship and calms the arguments some. I know we won't break up because there have been many times where we tried to throw in the towel and have walked out but we never truely go through with it. He says he can't imagine a life without me in it despite our problems. I know this is the man I will marry and I know we will have beautiful children. I look at his daughter(from his x-wife @ 1 cool and just hope that our kids will get some of my features. His korean side is very dominate but my mother was dominate in me so I know it will be a close call. It is so odd, I lose track of time when I am alone. I just hope this ends up making our time together more loving and not so routine like it has been lately.
Mels_Mels · Wed Aug 01, 2007 @ 04:02am · 0 Comments |