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Awesome-OH
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Posted: Thu May 12, 2005 @ 06:51am

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	I wish I could just fade away. I think it would be better for me if I did. Whats the whole point in staying when im not even wanted by my own family. The only reason why I live is because I feel as if theres something I have to finish, but what. I wish I still had my anti-depressants so I could at least feel a little bit of happiness I hadnt felt in so long. Guess I was never meant to be happy in the first place. Wheres your God now when I need him. He has forgotten me just like the rest of you.

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The-Jackass-of-the-family
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Commented on: Thu May 12, 2005 @ 09:27pm


	he hasnt forgotten you at all, he hasnt forgotten anyone but it isnt god that makes ur life better you r god just give you the opertunity when the time comes and u ar meant to be happy, you dont need pills to be happy either, so just wait alittle longer for when the time comes, and im possitive that ur family cares about you cause if anything bad happy to you they'd be by ur side, and if you were taken or something they'd be the first ones looking for you. so dont give up!

Commented on: Thu May 19, 2005 @ 06:36pm


	sigh i'm in the similar situation right now myself, except i've refused all types of medication. (I dislike meds) i'm just as clueless as for what to do... and umm.... i'm a solid non-believer. so don't give me any religion speach.

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BananaMoustache
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Commented on: Tue Jun 21, 2005 @ 04:28pm


	Im in the same place....I dont think medication can help me now. sigh This sucks! God forgot me a looooooong time ago. So no religious crap. evil

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