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THE THINGS THET WONDER IN MY MIND
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
You told me we were best friends and thet i would always be.
But now look at our friendship was it all becouse of me?
I havent forgotten you and i hope i never will.
Im sorry for all the times ive hit you i was just feeling ill.
Now were not talking,but deep down i really miss you.
Ill try to do every thing but not to kiss you.
You shined up my day when i was sad and i did the same to you.
And now we just look at each other and say "oh there goes that fool."
But im crying in side. "why dosent he talk?"
Now you're killing me inside, cant we just go for a walk?
So now thet you read this what will you say?
Did i just take you're life away?
I really do miss you and i hope that comes clear, for in my hart, hate is my biggest fear.
I look down apon you as a god.
And look at what ive done.
All of thoughs fun nights, was god just being tricky?
I dont findy my self lucky having to addmit.
You were the sunshine but way more then a little bit.
now thet i miss you i hope you will talk.
You crushed me inside, cant we just even see?
Dont let me cry any more, i just want to laugh.
But now thet hate is crushing that path.
We have to go though the sad dark world, and now im stuck init.
My mind is hurting and my hart grows cold, sooner then you know it we'll be Fighting when were old.
Please lift me up, my sunshine so dear. dont let this thing be my biggest fear.
-By Haley.m.l