how many of you believe in a little thing known as karma? The concept that doing harm to someone will eventually result in something harming you, but at a far larger magnitude?
ah but, karma works both ways. Doing something good for someone without expecting some kind of reward will result in something good also happening to you.
I want something more then anything... and I'm willing to try whatever it takes. so that got me thinking: what if I did a million little things to help people in order to result in something good happening to me?
for the past year, I've tried to help as many people as I possibly could. From carrying groceries for strangers to comforting friends. from donating on gaia anonymously to giving money to my friends for lunch and going without a lunch myself.
Karma has never been proven to exist or anything.. but I truely believe that the world is a reflection of your self and you deserve anything that happens to you.
I realize that, even if karma does exist I might have nurfed its effects by asking for a reward indirectly.
anyway.. I'm well over a thousand deeds now.. Nothing yet. But hey, you never know, right?
And hell.. even if I never get what I seek then at least I'll find comfort that I helped so many different people all over the globe. That I changed the world, no matter how insignificantly.
Well Im done. This'll be the last "serious" journal entry I make. I'm tired of the pms calling me an emo.
emo
no but really.. gtfo. <3
~ Sean
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