I just don't get it ... momma tells me she loves me but she's a bioch anyways. my dad & marias baby is comin sept 13 nd im excited. then we have sexy cena. so hawt. then, in real life there are 3 ppl i kinda like. 1s too old, ones too far away, and the other ... lets just say this wouldnt be your everyday relationship. i dont know why i kid myself nd think true luv is real. you get burned everytime. when my brother is older i hope he thinks with his head and not ""...... hopefully he wont make the same mistake at 16 like poppz did. i know he wont cuz ill kick his a** if he did. but then its aug 8. school starts in 20 days nd im not ready. its not that im scared to be in hs...its just different. i dont even have my summer assignments done and i dont know if i can handle the workload, on top of having a huge role - potential first female wrestler on ehs' wrestling team.