and this is how the world died and this is how the world died
...i can hear you judging me.
[i'll hear your confession] I FOUND THE BEST PIECE OF ME
[kneel down] ALONE, SHIVERING IN THE DARK
[place your face between my thighs] 3 CENTIMETERS TALL
[& talk to God...] EATING IT'S HEART .. but you will not feast on me today.
this is how the world died.
WHO WILL SLAY THIS THING? [i forgive you]
WHO WILL PLAY THE BUTCHER & END MY SUFFERING? [i forgive you]
... i ******** the minds of the masses with the fingers of liberty. THIS IS NOT A THREAT. [this is not a threat]
i'm not perfect, i'm not a beauty queen, i'm just me. [no one escapes this life alive]
WE ARE ALL, PRISONERS HERE.
[all shapes & sizes]
... i scream for all the women i've never been but i hoped i would be. [i'm proud of who i am]
FOREVER, CHASING THE SUN. [i'm proud of me]
... she bites her trembling mind.
IT BEGAN AS ALL TRAGEDIES DO, [forgive me, she's the one, forgive me]
WITH PAIN & DECEPTION.
... if you'll be the paper, i'll be the pen. AND THIS IS IT .. [i've tasted hell, & it tastes just like you] MY FINAL PLEA.
NO ONE IS COMING TO SAVE ME. NO ONE IS GOING TO CHANGE THINGS.
THE ANSWERS WILL NOT DROP FROM THE SKY. I WILL NOT ONEDAY WAKE WITH A DIFFERENT DISGUISE.
THE ONLY SOLUTION ... IS REVOLUTION.
[art is war ... fight, fight] [[pain makes me safe]]
.. the odds were always against me. [lose weight/clearly think]
I EXIST. I AM BROKEN.
I EXIST. I AM BROKEN.
.. if god is my father then i am an orphan. I AM BROKEN.
I'M NOT A MISTAKE [my ancestry is a ghost story]
I'M A PROPHECY [my love life is a crime scene]
I'M AN OMEN [my self-esteem is a string of unsolved murders]
THE RADIO IS BRAINWASHING ME, FILLING MY HEAD WITH THESE SELF-CONSPIRACIES.
.. i am an emotional nightmare ..
I CAN'T HIDE THE PAIN INSIDE [builder of my own mythology]
JUST TELL ME ... YOU'RE LISTENING.
Rayvin900 · Wed May 18, 2005 @ 02:37am · 0 Comments |