You're my best friend, you've known me all of your life You know me so well, you say, you can tell when I lie Yet you dont know s**t about me, never have never will You cant see into me soul or experience this awful chill You think you can, but that just makes it worse Because you've never been able to see this awful curse If you're my best friend, or were at one point in my life Why does all of this come as such a ******** surprise? If we were really that close, I trusted you that much, Why couldnt you see how I felt and sense the deepening cuts? You've covered your eyes because you didnt want to see But now you have no choice but to face it, look what's become of me If we were so close, if it wasnt all an elaborate lie, why couldnt you see it, feel the sting of the knife In your own skin, going deeper into the pain Helping, hurting, an escape that offers no loss or gain You can deny it forever, it doesnt change whats really real And I break my connection with life, just so I can feel Like normal people do, I try but I cant no matter what So now, all I ask is for this one last cut...
_alexandra.the.greatness_ · Fri May 20, 2005 @ 03:16am · 0 Comments |