i feel soooo down. enough to cry my eyes out. no one to talk to at the moment so Gaia is my next stop.
i always ALWAYS feel down watching Danny lately (gee i wonder why). i am so sick of it. i wish i can never love. i hate it, especially when it makes me feel like this. they say love cures everything, but all it does for me is make me pissed, cry and want to kill myself.
i don't think there are people who feel like i do at the moment or would be nice about it they would say most likely "just deal with it" or "shut-up NOBODY CARES" or even "OMFG he's not even real, just deal with it, GAWD!". no wonder why i barely trust anyone these day (besides the whole point i have a really good sence of who is a good person and whos not)
I could just play volcano island and beat up sam using danny but that only lasts soooo long. it really gets annoying feeling like this over and over and not having anyone around that can help me. i'm gonna maybe die or at least feel some relief now its off my chest.
if you read it, Thank-you for AT LEAST reading it. ~Abby
CranberryGhost · Wed Aug 22, 2007 @ 03:05am · 0 Comments |