Well These past few days have left me feeling unstable. My friend and I got in a fight about my relationship with Andrew. She thinks that it is too soon for me to be tell him that I love him. I know that she doesn't want to see me hurt again, but with Andrew everything feels just right. The more I think about it the more I realize why she is being so over protective. She thinks that Andrew will eventually turn on me like her ex had done to her. He had asked her to marry him, and she said yes only to find out that he had proposed to others as well. She also found out that he already had children, and when she talked to his babies mom she found out that he did this to alot of girls. My friend had been left heartbroken. The more I remember that year the less angry I am at her. I Just hope that I can maybe introduce the two sometime.
I plan on going to visit him next year. Living in two different countries is hard on us, but we still manage to figure out things. June 2008 they are making it harder for us to go into the country. After that time we would need passports to see each other, which I heard cost about $200. So I'm Hoping I Can Go and visit him in March. The only problem I have is money and a vehicle.
Everytime I hear the beep of my msn messenger alerting me who has now signed on I look to see if it's Andrew. Even if I know he won't be online I can't help but look or check. I probably sound like a lovesick girl, but I don't care I feel alot about him. These past few days were hard on me cause he wasn't able to get on. I felt abandoned, and couldn't think of any reason for getting out of bed, or getting online. I'm glad I got to talk to him before he left again. It cheered me up, and I can't wait to talk to him again tonight or tomorrow.
I plan on going to visit him next year. Living in two different countries is hard on us, but we still manage to figure out things. June 2008 they are making it harder for us to go into the country. After that time we would need passports to see each other, which I heard cost about $200. So I'm Hoping I Can Go and visit him in March. The only problem I have is money and a vehicle.
Everytime I hear the beep of my msn messenger alerting me who has now signed on I look to see if it's Andrew. Even if I know he won't be online I can't help but look or check. I probably sound like a lovesick girl, but I don't care I feel alot about him. These past few days were hard on me cause he wasn't able to get on. I felt abandoned, and couldn't think of any reason for getting out of bed, or getting online. I'm glad I got to talk to him before he left again. It cheered me up, and I can't wait to talk to him again tonight or tomorrow.
