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Hi its me again!



I dont know how long my internet will last because at the minute we're kinda "stealing" it, i say "stealing" but to be fair, if people are going to have unsecured wireless networks that other computers can pick up on, they're bringing it on themselves. Unlike my cousin though, i dont intend to steal it for the remainder of the time that im at university, we ordered unlimited from Virgin Media today, and provided that my roomate Lucy passes a credit check we will have it next week. Unfortunately its looking not so good considering that last year she was £900 into an overdraft. Oh well. One of the guys moves in this saturday, hes quite nice i hope to get alot of backup from him when hes here because i really dont want to be taken advantage of at the minute im doing most of the cleaning and i am disgusted with how little my friendship apparantly mean to her, shes invited a smoker round (basically just for sex) and i have no problem with the smoking if its outside but they will insist on smoking inside and i have asthma.



Anyway, moving in, i was so totally disapointed when i moved in, i cried for ages. It was totally not what i expected, the landlord has done nothing since the previous tennants left so i was faced with nasty looking covers and blankets and so much is wrong with the house, i mean its only little things but this is my home, there shouldnt be broken mirrors and boards, shouldnt be holes in the ceilings and broken curtains, things should be nice, ready for us. Then theres the no hot water thing, luckily we can shower still because its electric but the boiler is leaking, and hasnt been sorted yet. So moving in was disappointing.



In other news, i have been on a mission to get a job this week but im realising that things work differently in this new town, back in my town Burton, i managed to get a job in a couple of days, really easily, im very very qualified for where i live but here im starting to realise i might be just average and average isnt good enough not for me, i need a job up here soon. My job at the card factory back at burton is relentless and the manager has no sympathy for the fact that im now living in a new town miles away. Shes expecing me to do a 9-9 then 7-4 shift at the weekend which isnt fair, i cant do stuff like that it takes me an hour to get to the back end of town as it is. Sigh, and christmas is coming up so its only going to get worse. Im struggling with my boyfriend too, i wont see him now for three weeks then he begins uni and im scared because he probably wont want me anymore.



I should go now its gone 11 if you need to catch up with me check my gaia journal i post whenver the net lets me. hope the house is going ok xxx



Noir. It is the name of an ancient fate. Two maidens who govern death. The peace of the newly born their black hands protect.