ok so last night was horrible and I barely could sleep at all... I made someone I care about feel bad which only made me feel worse... worse about it all... maybe I was trying to get him to see how much he hurt me I don't know... I think I might have been trying to see how far....
There's a boat, I could sail away There's the sky, I could catch a plane There's a train, there's the tracks I could leave and I could choose to not come back Oh never come back
There you are, giving up the fight Here I am begging you to try Talk to me, let me in But you just put your wall back up again Oh when's it gonna end
(Chorus smile How far do I have to go to make you understand I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are So I'm gonna walk away And it's up to you to say how far
There's a chance I could change my mind But I won't, not till you decide What you want, what you need Do you even care if I stay or leave Oh, what's it gonna be
(Chorus)
Out of this chair, or just across the room Halfway down the block or halfway to the moon
(chorus)
but maybe I'm not the only one who feels that way... maybe just maybe... he does too... I just wanna know that he cares. I wanna know that his love for me isn't phony ... that it's the real deal... I wanna know that I can believe his promises and know that if I do I wun get hurt once more...
I want to believe him.... desperatly... want to believe him.
heart someone who needs to believe
iloveblumiys · Mon May 30, 2005 @ 05:14pm · 0 Comments |