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ok how can i start this the best i possilbe can..... oh yea my life just keep getting worst. i am nineteen and i am still treated like a 14 yearold but that is the least of my problems or worry. i feel like a failure my frens all started university some are thrid year some second and some are first year the reason i feel tht way is because i could have been in school i could have been second year i f i didn't listen to my family who is now cursing me and lecturing me on the importance of going to sch. i sit and wonder what the hell u guys told me to sit the year out to work and save for cring out loud and now ur telling that i suck basically. what eva i don't get all pityful cause i know there are people out there who have it a lot worst than i do but trust i can neva and will neva understand my family or adult for that manner

xoxo........ s.po