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Yes, it has been a while, and much has happened to me. If anyone decides to read this then thank you. I was single for a good while before this, since my Ex - Boyfriend and I both decided to break up. But, I was the one that could no stand him much more. When you go away and leave your apartment in the care of someone, and your cat, do you have a party in it, drink all the alcohol, lock the cat up with no food or water, and play beer pong while they are away having a good time with their sister? Oh keep in mind that his friends also had their sticky paws on y systems and got one wii remote gunked up. He also does not remember who was there and only said three came, but speaking with those three they all account for who else came to MY apartment, and in total it was eight people. He also lied to me about it all too. Also told me he would not get drunk again but he does it with his cousin a month later. I was also being used, since i had turned 21 (and even before, with my friends over the age of 21) for alcohol. And he would not stop asking to go to bed with me, every time pretty much.

In any case, I have found someone very different, and he is much older than me (since my last was 18 and me 21). I feel at peace, and, there is more to this someone than meets the eye. He has been keeping an eye on me for the last year, ever since I walked into his GameStop, he has been watching and waiting for me. I knew there was something between us then, but at that point in time I had my own small silver chain around my neck to say that I was already in a relationship. But, I am better now, my wings are slowly mending....