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im all depressed now...i feel so bad about turning "u know who" down... crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying crying i can tell u 1 thing... blood will be shed tonight. and now i feel hopless, all of the ppl that do like me are man whores and will go out w/ ne1 so i guess technically they dont even truly like me...if feel that i am out of place and dont belong. why do i have to be so ignorant, i always make a fool of myself and never know what to do. these are the times when i wish my parents never met. i wish i were more like "them"... those grls who have it all, the grls that have only problems having to do with stuff like "omg, what am i going to wear tomarro!" or "i wonder if he really likes me!" or, my favorite, "OMG O_O I CANT BELIEVE SHES ACTUALLY WEARING THAT! and its AFTER LABOR DAY!!! OMFG!!!". im sick of all these perfect grls who never have zits, always have good grades, are always on top in the popularity chain! but for some odd reason...i wish...iwish i was...one of them. every1 thinks im wierd...just bcz im shy. i cant STAND IT NE MORE!!!!!! I WISH I WERE DEAD!!!!

Posted by: Set_Me_Free_x3 Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 03:35am

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Sat Oct 13, 2007 @ 09:31pm

Okay, now LAUREN!!! If ur parents never met then me and meghan wouldnt be ur friends now would we!?!? And if u were dead then we would miss u so much bcs we LOVE u LIKE a SIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smile

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Sun Nov 11, 2007 @ 05:25pm

*internet slaps you* grrr omg lauren you can really piss me off sometime Dx your so worried about these girl who "never have zits, and always get perfect grades" TAKE A LOOK IN THE MIRROR! your super pretty, like an almost exact copy of Jordyn, and you have like what 1 pimple? if any? HAVE YOU TOOK A LOOK AT MY FACE? and your a stright "A" student like all the time so wtf. And yeah your not alone, everyone wants to be like those girls, I do to, but guess what? I don't go "shedding blood" because of it, guess why? BECAUSE I GET OVER IT and I accept it. You shouldn't even be worrying about "boyfriends and popular girls" right now because they only date eachother for status, and what are they gonna do in highschool since they've already dated everyone for like 2 weeks at a time D:< you should stop complaining about your life when you havent even really taken a look at someone elses. If your not happy, why not try to change what your not happy about? ACCUALLY TRY instead of just complaining so much or giving up. You no what? You dont really wish you were dead because if you were serious you wouldn't be here right now, you have friends woman!!!!! how many times do you think Ive felt like that? RAWR! ;_;

on a happier note *sigh* look at how much you made me write Dx and and and and and, do you even know how many girls are jealous of you? well ALOT missy DX

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Sat Nov 17, 2007 @ 01:51am

Julia says" yeah I am jealous of you"

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