I wanted you to be with me
For so long I don't ven know why
But scince I've given up on you
Definatly, you see me now
Like a cold, brisk chill
Not so easily forgotten
It was shaken by a spark
In my eyes, so rare to come
But it made the chill seem,
So much colder
Unable to touch
Unable to find the reason.
Reason?
Reason...... for what?
I found the reason
And so have you
Now how about the question.
The question, why....... unfortunaltly why not.....
Helplessl, walking awa, i see the pain
Youu putme through
Lost in your games
Foever gone, but forever you
And in you lies my heart
And I can only hope that it burns
Burns a light so strong
That i would deliver you,
From the darkness you precieve
But it's only for the hunt.
Haunting me.....
There's something very wrong about this
I think you knew all along, somehow.....
You only took me in,
To manipulate my mind
Then leave me broken and defeated
Decieved.
So I glimps the truth surrounded by your lie
I see through you
Now that I kow the way you play
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Heartless, forsaken, Broken
Endless torment
I won't fall for this aain
But I can't escape it
LIke ciggarettes
Your essance envelopes me
Corrupts me, like the smoke
Filling my lungs and becoming my every breath
So i have to get my fix.
Conside with you, in you..
Till I am the very person i demise, so much.
I can't take it.
Your filling up my mind
Till there is nothing left
And I can't run away
I am bound by the very life you left behind.
Bound by you...
Buti canbite the hand that feeds me.
So I can and will also 'bite' myself
And bledd, and bleed and bleed
Bleedit all out and hope you pour out with it.
But I become drenchedonly your not only inside..
but outside as well
I am covered, coated an dilled in you.
My sin I can no longer hide.
These bruises
Make me , now to weak to say...
I hate you.....
Is this what you wanted?
Does it make you feel like the big man?
Hitting me until I die while i am bound?
I'd spit in your face
I'd spit and curse!
But that is what you want.
ANd I refuse to give you the satisfaction.
Of hearing me scream.
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