To someone that I thought was my friend,
Yeah...it's nice to know that you came back. Being back for three weeks and not even seeing me or the other person that has supported you forever. The same people that held you up when you were crying, got you help when you were being abused, told the woman that was like a mother to us that you were doing drugs and popping pills. And who did you always call first when something ******** up happened at home. When your mom's boyfriend went off on you? When you mother called you a little slutty b***h? Yeah. That was me. When you found out that you were leaving to move about four states away the very next day, who's steps did you end up on, crying your eyes out? Mine. And the other girl that you have neglected to see since you've been back.
Let me say this. I ******** hate your god damned little lying guts. Got it? Yup. That's right. No longer will I push away the thoughts that have always lingered in the back of my head. I know that they are true now. We...I was never nothing more then a player to be played. Just someone that you could use to get what you want. Just to have someone to protect you when everyone was on you. I was your scape goat. Others told me that you talked behind my back and when I confronted you, you told me lies. Lies that I could clearly see by that smirk on your face that you fought to holdd back. And I forced myself to believe you. Why? Because I loved you like a sister. Because I care too much.
So thanks a ******** lot you back stabbing b***h! I loved you, trusted you, and let you lead me by the nose. I let you play me against the other girl that is everything to me now. You told a major lie and was caught. But yet we forgave you. Then you turned your back on us once again, leaving us to simmer in our own hatred for you while you played about with the other girls. Now you are back, blowing us off to get high when we haven't even seen you since last summer. Here's to you, you litte ******** up bastered that gave us mono because you didn't have anything to eat or drink because there was no food or money for you to get lunch! Here's to ******** you! heart
 Hemlock_[ W H O R E ] · Mon Jun 06, 2005 @ 11:49pm · 0 Comments |
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